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Hey... friends? Might take this blog down for good. Yeah.. Meh. The one blog I've kept the longest. So protest if you wish. I might heed your request

Pondered |9:06 AM|

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One of my many Blah moments. :D

This will not be one of those beautifully written blog posts. Not that I make many of those.. just saying. :|

Ngii! :D
Yeah.. it's one of those dumb, "bored-and-got-nothing-to-do-and-too-lazy-to-study-so-i'm-writing" posts. Yes, I'm quite the procrastinator. :D -Glorious beaming pose with winner smile-

So the past few weeks, I've been having major moodswings. Seriously.. >.>

Like bangag and sabaw and hyper in school.
But moody and pissy and would often get upset at him at home.

Now, I can't tell all of you what happened and why. BASTA.
Yes, pwede na ko debater. I reason out like: eh. basta. ewan. gah. xD

Anyway, there are people around here who know what was wrong.
I'd like to thank my amigas who were understanding and totally agreed with me and gave me all these advices I don't really know what to do with. Haha.
And also to the amigos who sort of morphed into amigas for a while just to comfort me. xD

Hm what else is dumb...
Oh.. I'm not studying for the exams anymore. Uh.. yeah.
Eh.. xD I open my notes and it's so nice and boring that it puts me to sleep like an old bedtime story! :D

And... I'm looking forward to the 5 day weekend to come. :D
I've planned all these crap that I don't think would fit in those 5 days and mabibitin nanaman ako and I would probably cram again with all the school eklatchuba to deal with.

Am I making any sense? >.>;

Me:

I wanna be there when you're happy. I wanna love you when you're sad.

Ali: -stare-
Me: What?! It's Smashing Pumpkins!!

xD defensive ba? Hahahah.

Uh.. ewan. Is this post getting too long?
Hahaha. Draaaaaaaag.
Joke lang. Foin.

Bye bye.
That's all.
Much love..
Pat :)

Pondered |9:51 PM|

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Love is great.
But love on its own is useless.
How great your love will be proven by your actions.
Not through your sugary whispers and promises.
What am I supposed to do with your concern when I'm in trouble?
What I need is for you to fight for me or side by side with me.

Again I ask, how far would you go?

I'm a realist.
'Di ako romantiko. :|

Pondered |9:43 PM|

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Melody of Sweet Nightingale

Sweet nightingale, simple song

melody in the wind

rhythm bold, yet sweet and tender

echo on through breeze

Make soft, my heart, sweet nightingale

thy voice shall not concede

against the cold of hardest weather

sing thine song with ease

-CKLM

Pondered |8:33 AM|

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I absolutely loved that day.
And I will never ever forget the events that took place.
It wasn't perfect but hey, nothing ever is.
What made it so great, I don't know either.

Perhaps it was that feeling of relief - that after one month and two weeks, we finally got to see each other. Like a nice glass of iced water after a hot searing day. Or going home after getting so homesick during an out of town trip. Or partying/hanging out wherever after a long week at work or school. Or seeing your bed after a stressful day. Or receiving a nice warm hug from a friend when you're down. Now, I could go on and on and on, giving examples of what it felt like 'cause I honestly can't put it into words.

Perhaps it was the turn of events. The day didn't turn out as I expected... even though I didn't expect much. Not that I thought it would suck, I just didn't know what would happen. Anyway, whatever would have happened, it would still be a great day for me.

Maybe it was just him. All day long he made me feel so happy; like I'm special. No, I'm not going emo here. I know well enough that I'm special and different from people, but you know. He made me feel loved. Well, of course I know he loves me, but.. once again.. you know. ;]

A lot of people are asking me about what happened that day. What, where, who, why, when and how things happened. Some want all the details.. as in ALL the details. Some wish for censorship because they're afraid of the mushiness that might have occurred. So I'm still pondering on what to write about. Yes, I'd love to write about the story of us, but it's sort of weird for EVERYONE to know EVERYTHING. So I suggest you guys to just approach me and ask what exactly do you want to know. Seriously, ask anything you want. My cousin even asked me about the intimate stuff. We're not THAT intimate. I mean.. you know. Kissies and huggies. :D

This post is starting to make less sense by the paragraph. And I'm starting to emphasize with uppercase written words instead of elaborating. Hm.. Anyway. That's it everyone. For my "usisera" but beloved friends (generally the girls), I might post everything that happened that day in my next update. Emphasis on MIGHT. Hahaha. What? Reliving the moments might be fun. :D

Again, bye bye now.
Much love.
Pat :]

Pondered |5:17 PM|

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The wonder that is soup. :)

If the English of sabaw is soup and the Filipino of soup is sopas, is sabaw the same as sopas?

Mga nakakagagong conversation

Ali: XD haha lol I love your stat Pat
Pat: :))
Ali: Um, kung ganon, hmm oo. Ang sabaw ay sopas
Pat: Pero ang sabaw ay yung liquid sa ulam
Pat: habang ang sopas ay sopas
Pat: :))
Ali: Hmmm.. technically ang sopas ay isang uri ng sabaw
Ali: Soooooo
Ali: :))
Pat: Onga eh
Pat: kaya nga and sabaw ba ay sopas
Pat: instead of ang sopas ay sabaw
Pat: :))
Pat: bahahaha
Pat: confuse da people!
Ali: :)) Kung ako nga confused na eh
Pat: =))
Pat: Hahahah!
Pat: ako rin nung nilagay ko yan kahapon di ko rin naintindihan sinabi ko eh
Pat: :))
Ali: =))
Ali: HAHAHAHAHA bukas sa NCAE
Ali: tayo ay
Ali: SOUP!!!
Pat: Soup
Pat: :))
Pat: Sabi na eh
Pat: soup sabaw sopas isloosh
Pat: =))
Ali: isloosh? =))
Pat: Yes
Pat: sound ng sopas
Pat: ay
Pat: isloosh
Pat: :))
Ali: HAHAHAHA nako...bukas baka maisagot ko= "SOUP"
Ali: OOOHHH
Ali: as in "sloosh" :)) kapag binuhos
Pat: =))
Pat: Hahahaha
Pat: Sa name, diba sheshadan?
Pat: Gusto ko
Pat: Maria Patricia "Soop" B. Diaz
Pat: :))
Ali: OMG XD =))
Ali: Maria tapos "soop"

Ali stat: If sopas is sabaw, sabaw is soup. (Always, Sometimes, Never?)
Pat stat: Ma'am, Ma'am! Ang sagot po ay... Maybe! :D

Nina: bentang benta stat mo
Pat: Heee :D

Jakey: =))
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Pat: :))
Pat: Hahahaha!
Jakey: =))
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Jakey: Shit! Laughtrip, dude!
Pat: :D
Pat: Shooooooooop
Jakey: Uh.. okay ka lang?
Pat: Hindi eh!!!!
Pat: Bahahahahahhahaha!!!!!!

Sabi ni Ian.. mali raw.. Pero tama!!! TAMA!!!!

Si Kimmy NR. Suflaiduh.

Humph tzu didn't get it at all. Hahahaha!

Sabi ni Chingloy. Napa-whoa at nahawa sa hifferness. xD

Spread the patness. More love for everyone. :D

Pondered |5:03 PM|

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Egay's a fucking bitch. :|

So.. remember the last time Chengly and I saw each other? Yes, that was three weeks ago. Now, we were supposed to meet last Saturday (Aug. 18). It was the day we've been waiting for for so long. Basta, we had it all planned out already. We were even counting down to that day. Haha. But sadly, di kami natuloy. He got sick and the rain last Sat was too hard. Then we planned to move it today, but di siya pinayagan ni Mommy. So.. we'll see each other pa after another 2 or 3 weeks. Yeah.. but we tried to see the brighter side of things. Sabi ko.. these 5/6 weeks na di kami magkikita would be like.. Relationship building. Even though, unnamed pa relationship namin. Hahaha!

Try listening to the band The Horrors. They LOOK emo. But they aren't really. Brit rock. :)

Pondered |7:50 AM|

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Everyone's in love. xD

I know someone..

who just had her first kiss..
who just had her first bf..
who just had her first date..
who just proposed to his gf of 4 years..
who just got back from a lovey dovey trip to Subic..

Ala..
I miss my Chengly na.
Haha. Ehh. xD

Pondered |9:25 PM|

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High

Haha. Ala. Friday. July 27, 2007. We've been planning to go out since the week before, just the four of us. Me, Kim, Chengly, and B*********. After school, we were to go to Ghills and ala. Double date? Whaaaaaat? Hahahaha! Ewan. Basta, it seems that way. That afternoon it started raining hard with matching kulog. But everyone was determined to go kasi... you know. Wahaha. Aliw nga eh. Ayun, We hung out at Starbuko, Kim and B******* lang bumili. Kami ni Chengly, sabik sa free seats. :D Wahahaha. Ala. Then after tambay, kwentuhan, and asaran sa other pair, we watched the movie na. Ratatouille. Tama ba spelling? Wahaha. Basta, that movie. Laughtrip haha chaka the rat was soooo kooooooooooot! Haha. But I was only paying half of my attention to the movie. Ala. :D Haha basta. Nooo, not THAT. Something simpler. You ha. Wahahaha. Then we went to Timezone. Tapos Tayo sa gitna ng daan, fighting over what to do next. Then we went to Mcdo and.. ate. Malamang. xD Chit chat and all that kaka. Then, around 11 na, we went home na. Hatid kay Chengly, so saaaaad. :( Hahaha. Yes, mushy kami but so what? Tapos, after everything, people were asking me what happened. Haha so I kwento-ed. Kinikilig naman sila para sakin. I'm like.. huwaw I have people to be kilig for me. xD Ako di kinikilig, it's not a crush. I looooooooove him. :)

Humph, whatever! Hahahaha! xD

Pondered |9:02 AM|

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LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE makes the world go round

Ala. I love him. He loves me. :)

Taxi:
He held my hand, I held his own.
I put my head on his shoulder, he kissed my forehead.
He said "I love you", I said "I love you too"

Never thought I'd be so cheesy. xD
I miss him already. Haha. =]

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