Shmoo!!! =]

oh my god!!! FINAL FANTAZY VII: ADVENT CHILDREN ROCKS!!!
and the fighting scenes... so friggin cool!!! oh yes, i appreciate those fighting scenes... which is adds to the many reasons why dudes treat me as.. well, one of the dudes... haha! and Cloud's hot btw... lol.. i know he's not real... duh.. i'm not crazy (like my classmate jeanne) but yeah, he totally is!!! and Tifa looks less slutty.. she actually dressed decently for once... and in the movie, i actually liked her... at least, more than Aerith... she's so friggin annoying!!! she giggles too... giggly people annoy me... =.=
so which is better.. annoying giggly chick or slutty but cool chick? yeah, Tifa's much better... plus, she's always in all black.. (which rocks) while Aerith is in... pink... (it even hurts to say it) and also, Kadaj and Sephiroth (though evil) rocks!!! all the "hero" characters are so friggin cool!!! and the fighting scenes are COOL!!! (omg.. how many times have i been saying the words "cool" and "rocks"? well, that proves how great it is.. not for everyone though... just to simple-minded people like me)

and... one last thing.... I HATE AERITH!!! her being dead is not enough!!! i'd like to see her soul being tortured and burned in hell... inferno... kingdom reigned by Satan.. the great fallen angel... Lucifer...

(eh... forgive me, Lord... x.x;)

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rants... again..

ok, so as you all know, after that "thing" happened with "him" i stopped chatting, but when i started to feel a lil better i started chatting again (even though i still feel like shit)... anyway, i had lots of friends before that suddenly disappeared (namely: Myke, Paige, Jay, etc... they were all over 20, nice to know i get along with grown-ups than insane teenagers)... anyway, one dude from long long ago... (back when i only knew ken as kyo... haha) Haru... yeah.. we're good friends.. even if you'd usually see us fighting (him: teasing me about liking him coz he thinks he's all that ; me: beating the living hell out of him) and i knew it! he likes me! hyaha... girls just have that uber senses.. well, i dunno but i do.. fwahaha.. BUT... rule#1 for me... don't jeopardize your friendship... if you think you like like a friend? give it up.. even if you still talk after breaking up... there's still that awkward feeling... or boundary... anyway, i found our Haru dude's in Iraq... Marines... o.O the hell... last time he was being so dramatic about losing his gf.. now he's in Iraq? (ehm.. he's excused to be dramatic... he and his gf were together for 5 years... so yeah.. that's hell...)

ok, so last friday... we were invited to play at Ashley's party... she's this girl in our subdivision... i barely know her... yeah, we were asked to play 5 songs... she didn't say anything about nothing too noisy... after playing our 4th song? her stupid dad told us we were too loud and we have to get off the stage.... wtf?! what do they expect us to play? fucking love songs?! bullshit! and there was only 1 song left? why not finish it? the rest of the band were so pissed they stole the food... hahaha... every member was carrying something.. i took like the rest of the cake which was like 3/4... we had our own part at CJ's house... lol... so yeah.. never tick off a group of insane people...

then friday, once again Ica hung out here at my house... that night it was Humphrey's solo gig.. and then Katrina's birthday party... i missed out on both.... and got stuck with Ica's annoying-ness... bleh... sorry Humph, sorry Kat... i got Kat a rather large gift... so i think we're good...

what else... oh yeah.. there's this girl in my class... see, she checks my papers (homework/quiz)... and i get low scores in all of them!!! i mean, it's supposed to be correct, but i think she wants it to be exactly like in the notes/books... well, maybe that's how she studies... memorizing it word per word.. but in my opinion, you understand it better when you can state it in your own words... so yeah... and what's worse is... she's the one who keeps on copying my work in computer class, and when i say i can't or pretend i'm busy and i can't help her... she'd be like... "i'm just gonna look at it" jebus christ!!! it's graded work... it's not that i care if she cheats or not... she can cheat.. i don't give a damn... just not from me!! i mean, i took the effort to analyze and think of a formula (excel)... can't she do that?! she can go to hell, for all i care... =.=

and yeah... i love computer class... coz i'm good at it.. having difficulty in remembering formulas though... and i enjoy programming more than excel.... programming rock... call me a computer geek if you want... i'll see you in hell...

then, today i didn't go to school... i was "sick"... lol.. well, i really was... just not contagious... i was vomiting.. and i had D********... that sickness whenever girls have that thing that guys will never have... XD lmao... oh get over it, dudes... i admire guys who understand that about girls... -bows to humphrey- you rock, dude...

what else... yep.. that's it...
gotta do homework...
baibai

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September 25
Happy Birthday!!!
to Angela Katrina Montes

sorry for not going to your party... -.- i lub you, friend...

September 26
Happy Birthday!!!
to Kharina Bernardo

my beloved cousin... who hates guys... -.- lub you, cuz

rants:
i got in another fight... in a chatroom full of homosexuals / bisexuals...
it's not that i hate gay people... hell, micu's gay... but he's a really good friend of mine...
so stop calling me a homophobic... -.-;
and also... i'm sorry for getting pissed if a bisexual or a lesbians comes on to me... =.=
or even if i beat them up... i mean.. seriously.... when we were playing in the public studio, this girl came up to me and ica and asked if one of us could touch her... (i will not elaborate!!!) i mean... good god!!! have some pride, woman!!! and another! this guy was courting me... and after some weeks, i learn he's bi and has a bf!!! that's just sick and wrong!!!!
and... i'm ok with people being gay... but if you guys wear make-up or crossdress... oi... don't even stand close to me... -.-

and to all guys who keep texting me (except very close friends) would you please stop!!! not only are you wasting my time and money... but you're friggin irritating too!!! calling me 4 am in the morning just to say good morning? i'm still sleeping!!! wow.. you sure made my morning peachy... just fucking peachy.... please mind that... i am not looking for a relationship!!! it's just gonna be another pain in the ass... so yeah... stop texting me on my cel.... especially those friggin perverted assholes... =.=

k... that's all.... bai... -.-

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rants:

<anna>: who the heck gets a line of 7 in pe??? mwahahaha... jk...=p thanks for blogging bout me and mykell... mwehehehehe... and yes, i study na... sumtyms.. haha.. i didnt get a line of 7!!! hurray!!!!=D

damn it, woman! yeah, i suck at PE.. and you got a 96 in PE even if you didn't attend your classes?! that's not right!!! *coughs*maybe you seduced your teacher*coughs* and of course you'd get a 96 in Music... YOU ONLY HAVE TO PLAY ONE INSTRUMENT!!! A FRIGGIN VIOLIN!!! and you've never even let us hear you... are you even good? o.O;;

another thing about anna... i remember... before, she asked me to teach her how to play the guitar... she can't even press on the strings... which made a really disturbing sound... she wanted to use a guitar that had nylon strings and not steel.... wtf... steel is better, woman!!! then...she wanted to buy an electric guitar... eh... what the-

now... she's selling her acoustic guitar.... note: it's second hand... and it's for 1,500 pesos... HELL NO!!! there's no way in hell i'm buying a second hand acoustic guitar that costs 1,500 from my cousin... the hell... i'd give you my phone for free! well, not really... but i'd sell it to you half price... which is... 5,000... >.>

what else... ah... anna... she won't even stay out of her house for a week... Apparently she gets "home-sick" the hell... i live an hour away from you!!! you won't even stay at my house! jebus... and haha... this girl loves my mom's cooking.. (which is like my cooking as well since my mom taught me everything) anyway... last time she went to our house... she kept on eating Parmesan cheese.. o.O;; weirdo...

hn... what else.... on October 29... there will this fair thingy in school.... and in the morning i'll be a part of that dancing thingy... (each class HAS to dance...) and it's like a competition... sophomores have street dancing... eeek... RnB... i'm allergic to it.... then.... after that... you can do anything... waste your money on cheap games and such... why play games when you can eat... >.>;; anyway... at dark... there's this talent thingy... (it used to be a bandfest...) anyway... now anyone is free to show their talents.... Kimmy and i are thinking about making a band... but we can't find a friggin vocalist... ack... and also... each student is supposed to sell entrance tickets... so yeah... i have to sell these stupid ass tickets that no one wants to buy... (it's for some kind of fund racing or whatever) so yeah.... you're all welcome to buy tickets from me... XD from me, ok? not other Theresians! me! lmao...

oh and... the whole day today... i've been singing the name game song... with everyone's names... ahem... let's try other people i know... or some random names XD

anna, anna bo banna bonanna fanna fo fanna fee fy mo manna

mykell mykell bo bykell bonanna fanna fo fykell fee fy mo mykell

khina khina bo bino bonanna fanna fo fina fee fy mo mina

kenji kenji bo benji bonanna fanna fo fenji fee fy mo menji

ica ica bo bica bonanna fanna fo fica fee fy mo mica (ica is pronounced as eeka not aika)

pat pat bo bat bonanna fanna fo fat fee fy mo mat

wizzie wizzie bo bizzie bonanna fanna fo fizzie fee fy mo mizzie

humph humph bo bumph bonanna fanna fo fumph fee fy mo mumph

elvie elvie bo belvie bonanna fanna fo felvie fee fy mo melvie

bart bart bo bart bonanna fanna fo fart fee fy mo mart

nikki nikki bo bikki bonanna fanna fo fikki fee fy mo mikki

(buck?) buck bo buck bonanna fanna fo fuck fee fy mo muck (ica's idea... >.>; )

christian christian bo bristian bonanna fanna fo fristian fee fy mo mristian

ack... gotta go now... o.O
oh and tomorrow? we're gonna play at that pool party near my house... soo... if you wanna listen.. yeah.. =)

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September 14..
Happy Anniversary!
to Anna and Mykel

i'm really happy for my cousin.. she lasted a year with her first boyfriend.. (something i can't seem to do.. guys get bored of me?) anyway.. i know how much they fight.. even over the smallest things... like every other day at most.. i'm not exagerating... but look.. they made it...

anna... you have my full support... but that doesn't mean i'm approving of you failing some subjects coz all you think about is that stupid dude!!! (yes, guys are stupid... it's a fact) i don't want to sound like your mother but jeez... you were an honor student before.. and i know what it's like.. not getting someone out of your head... trust me... -.- you could at least listen in class... (o.O that's what i do... i don't study but i listen in class... no read, no write.. jk) and remember.. if he hurts you, i'm just a city or 2 away... i don't mind breaking someone's bones... n.n

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wtf?! kenji left a message in my blog... which just made my eye bug out!!!

it says:
haven't been here in a while...
u still keep this one..
tsk, tsk.. reeally stubborn girl..
well judging from yo blogs
i can guess dat you're feeling alright..
keep it real, pat.. see ya

baka!!! i don't even know what to say!!! except threaten you for ruining my head of course!!! and so what if i'm stubborn? stubborn is what i am... deal with it... i will never delete this blog... NEVER!!! fwahahahaha!!! and what makes you so sure that i'm alright? i'm suicidal.... because i'm brain damaged... because of you!!! >.<>
seriously.. i'll hunt you down when i get there and strangle you with my bare hands!!! yes.. i am going there.... -.- i still l-*coughs* never mind... >.>

i think SOMEONE said:

(to ica) "i don't love her like that anymore"

(to me) "i love you too damn much"

(drawing board) "i love you so much koishii"

(chatbox.. to ica) "i love her as a sister"

haha... such a liar... tsk tsk... guess everything was a lie... and i was so stupid to fall for it all... =)

note to the people: mom's asking me to come along when she moves to Cali... it's not that i don't want to go to US... but.... *clings to friends and relatives* nuuu... T.T
i have separation anxiety sometimes... i have trouble with leaving people behind.. or letting them go... -.-

and oh yeah.. wanna know my (1st quarter) grades? they're friggin low... -.- i guess that's what i get for giving zero effort...

Religion: 81
English: 87
Filipino: 77
Biology: 84
Algebra: 80
Soc-Sci (history): 78
TLE (sewing and stuff): 89
Computer: 90
PE: 79
Music: 88
Behavioral Assessment: Good (should be Outstanding in my opinion... lol jk)

heck.. so what if i suck at Filipino?! lol.. look at the difference.. English is 87 and Filipino is 77... XD and yeah.. History? i have no interest in it...
in my defense, i was absent when we had our Prac. Exam in PE!!! >.<>

and Kat has a birthday party on Saturday... to go or not to go... if Kimmy isn't going then neither am i... oh and.. she was inviting me and the band to play at her party.. but she said no growl or heavy music... we play hard rock.. and we don't do mellow... so no?

anyway... i'm dumped with school work.... crud...
baibai ken and otherpeopleouttherereadingmyblog

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=.=

i just noticed something...

more people are asking about my relatinships...

and they always ask about my last bf...

and everyone's favorite question:

"why did you break up?"

here's my question...

why the fuck are you asking me?!

i don't even know...

go ask 'him'....

-.-

but he's not talking to me anymore...

haven't heard a word from him...

so yeah...

it's really annoying...

he's probably forgotten all about me...

i even doubt he remembers my name..

or who i was to him...

argh... this is friggin killing me...

it's like i wanna forget about him.. but at the same time i don't...

only one way to solve this problem of mine...

off with my head!!! >.<

ok... i'm done dramatizing....

bai!

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anyway... since there are no classes today... i was once again in lazy bum mode XD so.. most of the day.. i just opened my Friendster account which i haven't opened in years... truth is.. in 6th grade.. i only made an account coz i dunno.. everyone else had one.. that was way back.. when i was dumber and i didn't demand to be unique... yes, now i demand to be different.. which is why you shouldn't steal my thing.. especially when it comes to music.. you copy me and i'll bury you alive... it's also the reason why some people kinda hate me.. coz i hate this local band called Hale.. i really really really think it's shit.. i think they should rot in hell... but noooo... most people like them.. and i don't know why... their first and second single sound entirely the same.. and it's like.. emo-ish... and now i can sense people glaring at me.. and a mob's gonna trample me... but i don't care...

ooooookay... back to Friendster... i added more people.. o.O whoo! well, humphrey told me to add some of his friends from japan and korea... so yeah... he doesn't want to make an account... so he just orders me to add HIS friends >.>;; lol jk XD peace!

and also.. i read all the testimonials people gave me... and i was like... WTF?! THESE PEOPLE DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME! WHY THE FUCK DID THEY GIVE ME A TESTIMONIAL IF IT DOESN'T EVEN GIVE ACCURATE INFO ABOUT ME?! so yeah... only a few were acutally true... those that came from relatives and i dunno friends who could see right through me? o.O

let's see... here are some that i lifted from their testimonials...

friendly...
nice... (-cough,cough-)
"makulit"...
happy-go-lucky...
pretty/beautiful... (eh? o.O)
rocker... (yeah!! whoo! \m/(>.<)\m/)
phat... (note: that's with a "ph" o.O)
lovable...
charming... (why do people say that? i'm not T.T)
has a big heart...
anime-lover...
has an accent when speaking english... (will you people drop it? =.= at least it means i'm good... =D )
cute... (wtf.. o.O)
crazy... (haha! much better! XD)
verbal...
good friend...
very fun..
can be open to...
kind-hearted...
otaku...
talented...
fluent...
clever/witty...
possesses an intelectual mind... (whoa... o.O)
cheerful...
freak... in a good way... (-ish a special child- XD)
serious...
quiet..
weird... (hell yeah! >.>)
talkative... (wtf... first quiet.. then talkative.. o.O;;)
helpful...
"astig"... (means cool in flip...oh yeah... -poses- lmao XD jk )
thoughtful...
sweet...
tough...
psychotic... (fwahahaha! fear me! XD)
reliable..
funny...
"quiet in class.. even if you kill yourself in front of her, she won't notice you"... (hahahaha! this is from cedes.. i miss her so much!)
"kalog"...
jokester... (who me? naaaahh.. XD)
smart...
great writer...
not participative in class... (who the hell are you? my teacher? o.o;;)
down-to-earth...

ok, done... finally... x.x; too bad humphrey and the others don't have testimonials for me.. i know they know me best.. -.- unlike these loons who obviously don't know me THAT well...

ooooh... here's a picture of my good friend from school... KIMMY!!! yeah, the girl i'm always with during breaks... hn... when i was taking this pic, we were in a moving car so yeah... she's wobbly... XD

well, obviously... she didn't want me to take her pic... XD it's so unfair!!! i have several pics in her cellphone! (i'm not the posing type of person.. coz i'm fugly and all... in those pics, it's either.. they were playing with my hair or.. i was laughing my ass off... either way.. muka akong gago... translation: i looked stupid.. =D )

lol... ok that's all for now... -bows-

baibai

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whoo! no classes today! but they dumped homework on us though.... they.. the evil people who enslaves us to textbooks and such...

then... we get our 1st quarter grades on friday... i hope i get good grades.. if not.. my mom will once again be like... "pat, you're smart.. and look at these grades they're good but i know you can do better.. you got these with zero effort.. what if you tried to study? then you'd be an Outstanding Student... blah.. blah.. blah...." then comes my sister.. who'd be just the same.. like.. "pat, you're not using your brain well.. you're intelligent.. but you're lazy..... blahblahblah..." why can't they understand? i don't want to be an outstanding student!!! >.<

anyway... the birthday people... i have to give them gifts....

kat montes (friend/batchmate) - 09/25

khina (cousin) - 09/26

micu (friend) - 09/29

daddy nato (grandfather) - 10/04

anna (cousin) - 10/06

angela (cousin) - 10/26

kit (sister) - 10/27

reg (cousin) - 10/31

tissa (friend/classmate) - 10/31

ack.. this means i have to save up... saving up money means no eating.. no eating means starving.. starving means losing weight? o.O if it's gonna be like that then i'm game! XD jk...

and also.. i'm invited to kat's party... i can't make up my mind if i'm going or not... to go or not to go.. that is the question.. o.O erk.. that sounds stupid... and not only am i invited... she wants my band to play there... and growl and hard rock isn't allowed... wtf?! noise=fun.. fun=great party... >.< "not too noisy"... psh... not too noisy, my ass! anyway... no way i'm playing to people i know... at least in gigs the only people i know is the band members... -.- i'm still thinking about going... >.> if kimmy is going then so am i... if she's not.. i won't... and if someone plays Emo.. or something Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, or any of those sucky bands... i'm so fucking out of there!!! T.T

and one more thing... you know how much i hate Jesse McCartney... or however you spell his fucking name... yeah, i hate him so much... just don't ask for the reason... his songs have been following me around... it's torture to hear his songs... Beautiful Soul? She's no you? these are examples of songs that are so full of bullshit.... =.=

that's all for now... baibai! \m/keep on rockin.. (in the free world -sings- XD)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANDREW!!!

Andrew.. he's my favorite kuya (filipino webster: "kuya refers to OLDER BROTHER") yeah.. he's my fave... compared to alen? psh.. that dude's a friggin snob and when he's not snobbish, he's just annoying... AND we always fight... verbal or physical.. why would he be my fave?! back to andrew... he's the oldest among us.. and he rocks! he's the one who influenced me and taught me about rock... coz of him.. i was the baby who listened to rock music 10 years ago (yes, 1 month old - 5 years old is a baby... heard it somewhere.. but i could be wrong..) anyway, he's my bestfriend in the family and i to him... and.. he taught me how to play the guitar.. and! most of my nicknames came from him! (ahem... patdog, POB, mackenzie, mac, kenzie, kenz, boon, phat, boonster, budangski, list goes on... and on... and on...) don't ask... you have no idea how much nicknames i have.. (much= cannot be counted... XD english & filipino 101) and also.. he appreciates my sarcastic sense of humor... XD anyway... all i'm saying is... i love my bro and he's the best! =D

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