Shmoo!!! =]

leaving tomorrow...

okay.. i'm leaving the country tomorrow... but i'll be back on June 3... i promise! and you people can hunt me down if i don't.. ^^ oh and don't bother calling on my cellphone coz i won't be bringing my cheap ass cell... can't be used out of the country... but! when i come back i'll be getting a new phone... -drools over her soon-to-be cellphone- anyway.. yeah... gonna be leaving tomorrow... have to wake up 3am... x_x sucks right? it's gonna be a loooong day... and.. i'm gonna miss a few people... namely.. Kenji... and.... yah just Kenji...

I LOVE YOU!!!

wanna hear an interesting story? i don't care if you don't.. here goes.. XD

the other day, i was with my mom shopping for groceries... yeah.. then i was trying to read the stuff on the lowest shelf.. so yeah.. i was like down on one knee... and my head was low so i couldn't see much around me... then this fudging dude "accidentally" dropped a can of something on my head.. so i was like "SONOFA-" then i noticed my mom looking at me... damn.. i got a long cermon from her... 20 minutes i think... what?! it slipped! i hate it that i have to be all nice and good around my family... -.-

oh well... fun story huh?

why?! why Europe? why not America? specifically Washington... oooh! i know! when i'm already in Europe, i'll swim to North America then walk to Washington! and then i'll never come back ever again! great plan, huh?

didn't get to talk to Ken much... i'll really really miss him... >.<

well, that's it... i gotta make a fudging check-list coz my parents keep on bugging me about it...
i hate it when they're all... 'pat, do you have this? how 'bout that? make your check-list.. i have to see it.. you might forget some stuff...' i know my stuff, damn it!

yeah.. bye now.. i'll see/talk to you guys when in 10 days..

i love you, kenji {[(infinity)(infinity)] raised to forever } cubed

lol don't ask.. did that make sense? XD who would know?
one last thing.. you can leave messages anywhere.. my cell, YM, MSN, the tagboard, the drawing board, the chat thingy (link below drawing board link o.o; ) , even email.. yeah... that's it.. bye bye...

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so friggin tired...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HUMPHREY

okaay.. so it's humphrey's 16th birthday today... and i really feel bad coz i didn't get to come to the party... i'm really really sorry, humph.. >.< but i promise i'll make it up to you.. coz i already bought you a great present.. yeah.. beats the shit out of whatever ica gave you.. except if there was more to what she told me she gave you... ahem.. you know what i mean.. -__-"

yeah, didn't get to go to the party coz i had to go to that stupid interview at the embassy.. i woke up at 6am just for a 9am appointment... curse them for waking me up so early... it's not easy to wake me up in the morning.. but i hate it when someone talks loudly.. their damn voice booming into my ears... seriously, it would take time.. but noise is the only thing that wakes me up.. didn't know that, did you? XP now, i suggest you shut up when you see me sleeping.. if you wake me up, i swear i'll beat the hell out of you.. ask ica.. she would know.. she blew a friggin horn in my ear once... -__- yeah.. so had to wake up for a 9am thing.. and had to wait for hours... just for a 10 minute appointment!

i seriously have to beat the shit out of something...

i'm too tired.. and have some things in my mind.. so.. later...

i hate my life... kenji's the only good thing going on... and i don't even get to talk to him often..

don't worry... i'll leave a note before i kill myself... -.-

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MOTHER'S DAY!

we just had dinner together.. that doesn't happen much in this family.. -__-

ma gave us loot bags when she got home.. it's like we're 5 or something..

oh well.. there were M&M's in the bag.. M&M's!!!
and junk food... so now i have to take my allergy pills... =_=

(on our way to some restaurant i don't know... yah.. i eat in a restaurant.. and i don't even know what it's called.. or even bother to know what it's called.. unless it's really common.. or the name of the place is everywhere and there's no way you'll miss it... -__-)
anyway.. my bro just came from a studio.. he was screening for new band members..

andrew: the guys were cool, especially Patrick, our guitarist.. he's just 17 but he's really good..
me: (mentally: patrick.. wtf.. can't people think of other names?!) heh.. really
andrew: yeah.. but it kinda sucked coz they made me sing a Creed song..
sis: Creed?! hahaha!
me: wha- am i missing something here? what's so bad about Creed?
andrew: well, they're like a rip off of Pearl Jam
me: (mentally: when you think about it they kinda are..) -laughed my ass off-

-runs from all the Creed-lovin people- oh wait.. ken likes creed...
-hides under a rock- leave me out of this... -__-

i love kenji

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blah blah blah

saturday morning: had to wake up 7am... for the stupid classes... no, not summer school.. i don't do summer school... i've never had a failing grade my whole life... anyway, 9-12am.. classes... if you wanna know what kind, ask me... didn't get enough sleep.. so my brain was kinda working slow... yeah.. we had a break and they gave us food... so i was like (mentally) 'wow.. free food!' then i realized we actually paid for that.. it comes with the sessions.. yah... that was stupid.. very stupid... and i think i was the youngest in the class... oh well... at least my sister was there.. i mean.. it's her fault i'm taking the stupid class anyway..

saturday afternoon: my bro fetched us.. then we went to this vintage thing.. only until the 8th.. yah.. tomorrow... anyway, there were some cool stuff... bought a lot of clothes... (yes people.. i'm not the "branded" type of person.. well, sometimes.. >.>;; ) my sister even forced me to buy some "feminine" clothes... i'm not girly!! i even saw this black shirt with the words "fuck off" printed on it... but of course my sister wouldn't allow me to buy it...

yeah.. i belong to that kind of family... i have to be nice and stuff... i couldn't even accept cj's gift.. the shirt with the spoof of starbucks printed on it... yah.. the skull fucks coffin... blah.. it was too much for me anyway... =_=

everyone thinks i'm a dude... i mean.. i know i'm not girly.. but i don't want to be a boy either.. >.>;
i don't dress like a boy either.. i just don't dress girly...

ok.. the playlist... everyone's asking about it... let me explain... =_=

As Lovers Go = ica's request.. she saw it from anna's blog and she liked it... it's not that bad.. so i put it in there...

Kiss Me = anna likes this song.. and it's not that bad either.. kinda like it actually...

Let Me Go = ica's request.. miss i-love-3-doors-down.. again.. it's not so bad..

Away From The Sun = again.. ica's..

Slide = simple.. i like this song.. deal with it..

Big Machine = Iris is an over-used song.. so i put this in there... but.. since people keep on annoying me about not putting Iris.. i'll put it up next time... which is probably not later than next month..

Mr. Brightside = what? i like The Killers.. and so do the rest of my friends...

She's A Rebel = kinda liked it before... when you listen to it too much, it kinda sucks.. but humphrey asked me to put it up... he's like the only nice cool guy amongst my dude friends.. yah cj, you're not so cool.. and definitely not nice... live with it...

Scars/Not Listening/Getting Away With Murder = don't tell me you don't like Papa Roach... =_=

Pearl Jam songs = what? you all know they're my favorite band... got a problem with that? T_T

All Apologies = who the hell doesn't like Nirvana? =_=

yeah.. most of the songs are "dude songs"... <.< >.> damn...

well, that's it for now... our maid left for a vacation... now we have these things called "chores" ugh.. nah, just kidding.. of course i know what chores are.. i'm not ica... >.>;

crap.. i've been absent-minded lately... yah.. kenji...

i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really miss my kenji...

>.<

damn it, i want my kenji!!! now!!!
-haves a tantrum-
(what.. he's the one who says i'm like a kid)

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Skate park

oookay.. a little after lunch humph, ica and i went to the skate park.. it was alright.. it kinda reminded me of kenji.. which made me miss him more... anyway.. i don't even know why i was there with ica and humph.. they always bring me to their dates... jeez... -__-

we watched humph skate around.. and noticed humph was trying to impress ica with his skateboard tricks.. but ica wouldn't believe me.. blah...

then.. humph did this trick... i have no idea what it's called.. but he was in the air for a few seconds.. then while he was flying.. 5 feet from the ground probably... he fell face first.. i think.. next thing i knew ica wasn't sitting beside me anymore.. she ran towards humph and checked if he was still alive or something...

watching them kinda made me smile... yah... for the first time this week, i actually smiled... ica and humph.. such a cute couple... and i'm very proud of my work... yeah.. i actually made them fall for each other.. humph's heart was like ice before..

i should get paid for taking their pictures.. watching out for them just in case ica's parents are around.. and stuff like that... -__-

blah.. well, that's it..

damn...

i really really really miss my Kenji!!! >.<

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