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Name: Maria Patricia B. Diaz

Nick: Pat, Trish, Tricia, many more...

DOB: March 8, 1991

Location: Philippines

Status: In a Relationship :]

YM: greencowsgomooo
MSN: kairi_kawaii@hotmail.com
E-mail: KairiKawaii@gmail.com

Day Job: Psychopath on the loose

Loves: Aminals, Music, Guitars, My favorite bands, Food, Italian food, Japanese food, Spicy stuff, Sweets, GREEN & BLACK!, Morbidness, Sarcasm

Hates: Veggies, Pink, Sell-outs, Posers, Flirts, Sluts, Rap, Preps, Government, People beyond stupid, Irony, Bands I hate (Duh! xD), Traitors, list goes on and on and on.. (I'm more of a hater than a lover >=D)


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Saturday.. Kat Gonzales's birthday.. We went to Glorietta to watch Pirates of The Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest.. All 14 of us.. Hahaha.. I know.. It's weird.. Para kaming barangay dun.. xD Kat, Jam, Poi, Germaine, Karla Gamalinda(Denise's cousin), Denise, Karla, Joanna, Zari, Alyssa, Mots, Tissa, Kimmy, and Me.. Anway, the movie was cool.. and throughout the movie, medyo nangingilabot ako coz of the sea thingies on the pirates' bodies and shit.. xD After the movie, they were about to go home.. Kimmy and I were like.. wtf? We went all the way here just to watch the movie? Sana sa QC malls na lang.. So.. Thank goodness for Tissa's mom.. We stayed behind and just walked around the mall.. Haha.. Kain-kain, tingin-tingin.. Lots of PDA-ing couples in the circle thingy there.. Then, on our way home, picture-picture in the car.. Haha.. Gulo namin.. Siksikan pa kaming apat sa likod.. We were like sardines.. Hm.. Then, I waited for my mom at Kim's house.. I was so tired that when my mom arrived around 9pm, I immediately fell asleep in the car..

Next malling is probably on Aug. 19.. Exams are coming.. Requirements and studying first.. Anyway, we're planning on going to Alabang Town Center.. I miss Anna.. And meet kami nun.. Sorry Anna, not gonna bring boys.. Haha.. Just Kim, Tis, Mot, and me again.. I haven't hung out with CJ and the guys for a long long time now.. Miss them already xD Ever since Humphrey left, I haven't been to their parties and gigs and shit.. Di na ko makatakas ng bahay.. Anyway.. why ATC? We're starting to get bored of the malls here and we just went to Mall of Asia not too long ago.. And I wanna see Anna Bananers.. xD

That's all everyone.. The pictures I will be posting in multiply tomorrow.. Blame Tissa, she left the freakin' CD.. xD

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Okay.. classes have been suspended since yesterday.. I can't go out.. and I'm freakin' bored.. so here.. quizzes.. xD

How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?


You Are Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.
What Color Green Are You?


You Are a Chick Rocker!
You're living proof that chicks can rockYou're inspired by Joan Jett and the DonnasAnd when you rock, you rock hard(Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!)
What Kind of Rocker Are You?


Your French Name is:
Yvonne Mathieu


Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.You probably have had a couple significant loves.And you may have even had your heart broken.But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.You tend to be the one with more power.You aren't a total control freak in relationships..But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.
The Five Variable Love Test


Your Hair Should Be Blue
Wild, brilliant, and out of control.
You're a risk taker with an eye to the future.


Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.


You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?


You Are A Jealous Ex
You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving onYou're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissedJealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go
What Type of Ex Are You?

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Tuesday-Wednesday: Retreat.. It was really fun.. lot of activities.. Favorite palanca letter ko was from Ali.. she wrote a poem about the wonder that is a green cow going moo.. xD Letter that made me cry.. of course from my bestfriend.. No not CJ.. Laughtrip kay Seage eh.. From Kim.. Didn't get a letter from Humphrey even though he told me he would send me one.. Oh well.. xD

Here are some pics.. (Preview lang.. many more in my multiply.. Dyslexic Cows Go Moo.. "Pictures" in the links.. including old events.. starting from when I went to Alabang with my cousin xD yeah.. dami..)

I look like a kid.. xD Color!!! --- Joanna and I.. Muka akong tanga..

Me and Karla.. --- Pic with the mumu in the bathroom.. lol.. jk.. Katkat!
Joanna, Ali, Angel "raw", Tis, Me, Jeanie, Neex, Julienne

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Okay, long before, Humph Leal gave me this list of punk bands in YM.. So I downloaded some songs of those bands.. Not all of them.. Too lazy.. o.O Anyway, that particular type of punk started to grow on me.. I dunno what it's called.. basta un.. Anyway.. I now love Mad Caddies, The Donnas, Catch 22, Operation Ivy, Rancid, and many more.. But.. I still love Grunge, and those old school Rock n Roll music.. It's actually quite refeshing to listen to it again.. So yeah.. I'm not changing my choice of music.. just adding some other genres.. Okay? So yeah..

School.. Er.. One of my classmates says she has a crush on me.. lol.. most likely a joke.. pero nakakatawa naman.. xD

Recollection.. or retreat.. I dunno what to call it.. it's not supposed to be over-night kasi.. The past juniors didn't sleepover sa kung saan.. So I guess it's called retreat.. Ewan.. basta yun.. Anyway.. reco letters please =D

Hm.. what else.. I kinda like this guy? Not that much yet.. Haha.. I just think he's cool.. He's very much into Grunge.. I mean.. I know there are a lot of guys out there who like Grunge Rock but most are like 20 something.. and others? Well, they seem poser-ish.. And this guy seems like he's not.. and he's chinito.. Hahaha.. What? I love chinitos.. xD and.. although I haven't heard him play.. I have a strong feeling that he's good at playing the guitar.. He could teach me.. Haha..

yeah.. I dunno.. I guess what they say is true.. If you don't use it, you lose it.. When I try to play easy adlibs/solos, parang naninigas kamay ko.. Siyet.. And yes, I love listening to guitar solos but I'm not so good at it.. xD Oh well.. If someone would freakin' teach me, then maybe I could be better!

Hm.. I'm gonna take drum lessons soon.. I know, I know.. It's better to be self-taught.. but I really don't have a clue on how to play.. Not one teeny tiny bit.. So yeah.. and I think I get my own drum set if I go through with the lessons.. So I think it's better this way...

Where will the drums go? In my room.. I know.. I share a room with my sister.. But I'm kinda getting fed up with her.. So I'm moving to the attic.. And that means I get the roof top thingy where we used to hold parties.. Hehe.. Party anyone? No, our attic is not dusty and dark and shit.. It's quite nice.. Haha.. you should all come over some time..

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Okay.. so my update is uber delayed.. but here it is.. it will be quick though.. I think.. xD

Saturday: We went to SM Mall of Asia.. Again.. it was so freakin' huge.. Although it had only a couple of floors.. it was still big.. First.. of course.. FOOD.. We walked everywhere, looking for a restaurant that wasn't too crowded.. and we ended up in Pizza Hut.. Er.. not the best but it's good enough.. Uh.. I dropped one of the slices of pizza on the table.. lol.. Yes, I know I'm clumsy and I always will be.. I still ate it.. sayang eh.. and the table was clean anyway.. I think.. and they said I should eat it.. DON'T JUDGE ME!!! lmao xD anyway.. we split the bill.. then, we checked out the movies.. We decided to watch Scary Movie 4 instead of Superman.. coz most people said the graphics were good but the story wasn't.. so.. fake DVD? xD So.. we watched Scary Movie 4.. and in one particular scene in the movie, I couldn't help but go "Ooh!" loudly.. like watching wrestling or something.. lmao.. slapstick eh.. Oh and the japanese kid playing the kid from the grudge? I think it's the grudge.. I dunno.. anyway.. mukha palang, natatawa na ko.. Cute but funny xD.. Oooh.. and the son of the leading dude.. Drool.. xD Moving on.. When the movie finished, I saw Sir Zaraspe (egoistic Economics teacher that is pretty close with my sister.. the legend.. jk) with his gf.. again.. I also saw him in Megamall before.. and Robinsons.. and Glorietta (sp?) and SM San Lazaro.. lol.. Good thing he doesn't remember me.. my sister introduced me long before.. I think she wants me to go through hell when I get to 4th year.. Okay.. what was I saying.. after the movies.. We just walked around the mall.. Going nowhere in particular.. then I remembered that skate park thingy Humph told me about.. We were desperate for entertainment.. but not enough to waste more money on another movie.. I thought he typed sroke in YM.. Stoked pala.. anyway.. wala eh.. so more walking around.. There's this non-aircon part of the mall right? We ate ice cream there.. Halos tinangay kami.. Seriously.. I know I'm fat and you can't imagine it.. The wind was that strong.. Anyway.. we bought drinks from Starbucks.. It was okay.. I really hate Starbucks.. it's over-rated.. and there are other coffee shops that serve better drinks.. We sat at that big round place.. I forgot what it's called.. basta.. picture picture.. I'll post the pictures in the picture section of meh blog.. There are too many and I have to select a few if I don't want my page to lag.. or else no one will visit anymore.. >.< Moving on.. when it was 6 something.. We met up with Tissa's mom.. who I am very thankful for because she brought us there and treated us free donuts xD Er.. Sensya.. free loader talaga ko.. But that much though.. xP Just slightly.. Then I was dropped with Kim at her house.. Picture picture ulit.. We were that bored.. her brother was using the computer and some girl I don't know was using the other one.. so yeah.. Then I was fetched there.. blah blah blah

Just a couple of days ago: I found out from someone that this girl and this guy broke up.. you know them from my old posts.. anyway.. poor guy.. And I don't get why the girl is all dramatic in her YM stats but when she's in school, she's all happy.. There's something seriously wrong with her head..

Today: I got to school late.. coz of all the traffic which was caused by the heavy rain.. blah blah blah.. When I entered the classroom, everyone was sitting in place but there was no teacher.. and they told me classes were suspended.. uto naman ako.. xD Well, anyway.. classes were suspended during lunch.. but I was fetched 2pm.. argh.. What a waste of fun and time..

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Hey.. This Catholic school thing is really annoying me now.. And it's not my choice to go here..
So.. Religion class.. Topic: Freedom.. The teacher said freedom is doing what is good.. Thing is they have a different definition of what is good.. Because they're all religious and shit.. I would contradict the school and defend my own beliefs but I can't.. If I do, I'd be sent to THE OFFICE and the guidance counselor's office.. So much trouble.. And my parents would be informed.. And they would say I'm misbehaving.. And, I dunno, do stuff and force me on God and their shit.. Again, so much trouble.. And since I'm not being religious and I don't really believe in this god of theirs anymore, they'll probably send me out of school.. Then I'd have to find a new school.. And leave my old friends behind.. Soooo much trouble.. You know, I really wish I could do something but I don't know what.. Help me.. >.< AND.. I know I'm kinda selling my own self out.. but.. I dunno! Anyway, it's not too late... I hope..

I hate how being a Filipino, I'm expected to be Catholic.. And they say I'm free? Bull.. I should be allowed to choose my own religion and beliefs! They shouldn't tell me what to think and what to do.. Meh ish so confused.. Oh and college? I want to take up medicine.. What's a good medicine university? UP or UST.. I think UP is out of my league.. So I'm stuck with UST.. UST.. again.. A religious school... NOOOOO!!! >.< Bakit kasi walang Med sa La Salle? If ever meron, it's not that well known to be a good Med school.. Any advice? Comments? Anything? It would be greatly appreciated..

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Friday: Launching of the yearly English campaign.. It's when we're encouraged to speak in English as much as we can.. uh.. no one really cares.. We still speak in Tagalog.. So the first two periods was skipped for that.. Each year level presented something..

Freshmen.. Acronym thingy.. Laugh trip.. Kulit ng mga first year ngayon..

Sophomores.. Jingle.. which was actually a medley.. It was so lame.. They sort of immitated our presentation last year.. Except theirs sucked.. They had an electiric guitar/bass.. I couldn't really see but I'm sure it was electric.. and they played without it being plugged.. LMAO.. Well, what do you know.. They're stupid too.. Oh and they had 2 acoustic guitars too.. They didn't even put a mic in front of it.. Did they really think the whole freaking high school student body could hear it? So yeah.. The singing wasn't good too.. They were too many and I think they had only 2 microphones? They could've asked for more.. The playing of the 'kahon' wasn't right too.. Heck, even when the school directress gave her speech she mentioned she couldn't hear what the songs said..

Juniors.. Poem.. by my friend and classmate, Alison Bayle.. Deeeeeep man.. Astig..

Seniors.. Song thingy.. Dunno if Freedom was the title.. but freedom was repeatedly sang.. Angela Calvo.. again.. solo.. Every freakin' time.. Even in the bandfest.. solo ng solo.. She's like the face of the seniors.. What about the other eh? I'm sure they have talent too..

Waiting for Computer class.. I was bored.. Sometimes I fill my mouth with air and make myself look like a blowfish like in one of my pictures.. or sometimes do something weird with my eyes or eyebrows.. Okay so I was twitching my eye for no good reason.. Monty saw me.. Aliw naman.. She called Jeanie, Neex, and Ali to watch me.. Freakshow?

Saturday: Nothing special again.. Was planning to do all my schoolwork and then go out with my friends.. I ended up staying home all day, playing guitar, and sleeping.. xD

Got into a little arguement with a friend of Kimmy.. Asaran kami ni Kim.. We've never really fought each other.. You can see us cussing at each other or punching each other.. but never had a serious fight with her.. One of the reasons why I lub her xD Anyway

Me: (the insult I can't remember)
Kim: haha
Dude: You shouldn't say things
Me: Sige tatahimik na ko.. sabi nya eh..
Dude: It's obvious I meant what you said
Me: Sabi mo 'things'.. Things could be anything.. be specific..
Dude: Maybe you did not comprehend it well.. Let me rephrase..

He was implying I'm stupid xD I was speaking to him in Filipino.. maybe he thought I didn't know how to speak in English.. o.O or maybe it's because he's in college that he things he's superior.. Egoistic freak.. xD

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