Shmoo!!! =]

ok, i have a lot of crap to do.. so i'm gonna speed this up a bit..
cramming.. it's my special talent.. -poses-

btw.. i have a new YM account..
greencowsgomooo@yahoo.com

yeah.. i'm just weird like that.. XD
add me up..
i'm still keeping the kairi_kawaii though..
going back and forth XD

anyway.. last friday was our Outbound trip..
we were supposed to meet up at school 5am..
and departure time was supposed to be 5:45am..
guess what.. i left home 5:30..
and i'm not exactly the closest to school.. XD
Joanna and i were texting each other while i was in the car..
still in front of my house.. x.x;

Joanna: where are you?
Me: uh.. on my way there..
Joanna: hurry up! we're all in here.. except for you!
Me: nuu! i woke up late! wait up!
Joanna: yeah, hurry! they're looking for you!

then, my uber mom drove faster..
yeah.. my mom rocks and yours doesn't..
when i got to school, there were buses lined up outside..
i ran to them and peeked through the windows..
i was like.. 'wtf?! who the hell are there kids? they're not sophomores'
then the principal approached me and told me the sophomores were inside..
that was embarrassing.. -.-
anyway.. they were in the high school basketball court..
my classmates were all like: Patots! blah blah blah
just in case you don't remember "PATOTS" is what people call me in school..
honestly? i hate it..
anyway.. i dragged all my stuff to where my friends was..
then, i cussed at Joanna for making me freak out in the car..
jeez.. i thought they were in the bus and everything..
i thought i was gonna miss out..
i thought the 800 bucks i payed was gonna go to waste..
what? money is important these days.. o.o;;

then.. the bus.. we did nothing but eat.. XD
JUNK FOOD ROCKS!! deadly too..
then, we stopped at the express way gas station..
gas stations at express ways rock.. they're special.. like me.. XD
so we were free to buy whatever we need..
some went to McDonald's for breakfast..
but my and my friends? mini mart!
i bought tons of gum and candy..
mots bought drinks..
tissa bought candy since she was dizzy..
karla bought chocolate..
joanna.. i have no idea..
oh yeah.. there was another school who stopped over..
all boys school i think..
they were tall.. and hot.. XD
you know that statue thingy of Ronald Mcdonald sitting on a bench?
yeah.. took pictures..
one with me kissing Ronald's cheek..
i swear.. strangers who saw us.. must have mistaken me for someone who's on crack..
so yeah..

on our way there..
one of my most hated classmates ever wet her pants..
in the bus..
thank god i wasn't sitting anywhere near her..
that would smell.. funky.. XD
anyway.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!
that's what you get for being a bitch..
and you know what makes it even more embarrassing for her?
she cried!
a 14yr old chick.. pees in her pants and cries about it..

then.. we went to Mt. Makiling..
there were hot guys visiting there too..
and my annoying classmate was all.. 'he said hi to me.. did you hear him?'
i was behind her.. i didn't hear anything.. crazy bitch.. -.-
then.. we walked all the way up the mountain..
it was sooooo exhausting.. trekking sucks.. -.-
it was so freaky.. coz the cemented pathway was slightly tilting to the left..
if you slip.. you'll slide all the way to the bottom of the mountain..
unless you hit a tree or something.. o.o;;
i was so tired.. i thought i was gonna faint..
but i couldn't let myself faint there coz i'd die.. -.-
then the Eagle place thingy..
there were lots of giant eagle.. kinda cool actually..
then.. we thought it was over and we were going back to the bus..
we thought wrong.. we took another path..
and walked higher... higher=more tiring & dangerous
first time i slipped.. i freaked out..
i seriously thought i was gonna die.. x.x
there wasn't even stupid stuff to block/protect us if we slip!
anyway.. i slipped 3 times..
eek? XD
then we crossed a river..
where some splashed around..
wet clothes=wet bus
good thing i didn't play in the water..
our Homeroom teacher was pissed..
again.. it pays to play by the rules.. =)
then.. again.. a long way to walk..
but we reached the bus..
i was like.. THANK YOU LORD!!!
running to the bus.. i tripped..
that was how excited i was to see the air-conditioned bus..
then.. lunch..
FOOD!!!

then.. we drove to a resort..
and jumped into the swimming pool..
actually.. we paid for HOT SPRINGS!!!
and what the fuck do we get?
some average everyday swimming pools.. -.-'
oh well.. it was fun too..
too bad chicken fights weren't allowed.. =(
and.. i am the ultimate hold-your-breath-underwater champion! o.o;;
yeah.. i'm insane.. i know.. i try, my dearests..
then, after swimming..
shower.. duh..
but there was such a loooong line..
kimmy and i took a shower together..
WITH CLOTHES ON!!!
fucking perverts... =.='
then.. there was a long line in the dressing rooms too..
so.. i changed outside.. with therese and kimmy there..
yeah.. i was like.. half naked in front of them..
-.-'
what?! the teachers were rushing us..
it's the pressure, people! pressure! O.O

then.. we rode the bus.. but something was missing...
my cellphone.. -.-
i didn't cry like everyone was expecting me to..
it's just a cellphone.. jeez..
plus, my parents wouldn't be pissed.. no trouble..
then some of my friend just had to say.. i'm not worried coz i'm rich and crap..
whatever.. i don't eat and shit gold.. =.=
but i eventually found my cellphone.. under the bus seats.. XD

yeah.. lot of things happened that day.. so memorable..
almost missed the once in a year trip..
almost died..
almost stripped in front of people..
almost lost my cellphone..
-bow-
i should have a TV show.. XD jk
that's all for now.. bye!

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January 17, 2006..
my supposed-to-be anniversary with Ken..
o.O;;
no big deal..
just remembered..

nothing much to write about..

oh and..
i have 4 extra tickets to our school's bandfest..
feb. 17..
starts 6..
and ends.. i dunno.. 12?
anyway.. the tickets are free..
we're supposed to sell them..
but i'm willing to pay for all of them and give them away..
so yeah.. don't put my money to waste and take the damn tickets..
T.T
ok? ok..

'til next time..

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Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to everyone..

and..

Happy Birthday to Karla Mutuc (Dec. 30)

and

Happy Birthday to Kenji Yoshikawa (Jan. 1)

well.. i had a great year ender..
found out the guy i fell for is going out with my friend..
so yeah..
got my heart broken..
and got drunk..
the bright side?
tough one..
i think.. the bright side is that..
it didn't hurt as much as i expected it to be..
i mean.. it did hurt like hell..
but i thought it would hurt more than it did with Kenji (special mention?)
but it didn't..
oh well..
still so fucking depressed..
way to start another year..
imagine a glass..
someone held it and let go..
dropping it and breaking it into pieces..
then.. someone comes along..
picks them all up..
puts them together..
but he lets go..
and the glass falls apart again..
just left there..
waiting 'til someone comes to fix it..
my 2005 was like that..
Ken.. then Keavin..
wow.. that was stupid..
me.. stupid..
you all know that already..
god, i feel like shit right now..
well, at least i don't regret what happened with Kenji anymore..
not that i don't love him anymore..
just not like before..
don't regret falling for Keavin either..
if i didn't.. i'd still be sad about Ken..
i know someone right for me will eventually come..
just not any time soon.. i'm sure..
hey.. i'm just 14..
but oh well..
another year starts..
more pain..
more sorrow..
more bastards and bitches to meet..
God.. help me..
-.-

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