Shmoo!!! =]

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hey.. just felt like posting.. coz i have nothing to do right now..

first.. i miss the gigs.. and the band.. haven't seen them for quite some time now.. I BLAME SCHOOL!! oh well..

second.. it was humphrey and jessica's first ever anniversary last June 26th... they keep on changing the date.. i don't even know why... anyway, as their "3rd wheel" [yes, they labeled me] and also as their friend, i had to do something for them.. got them this small cake that has their name on it and stuff... oh and they forced me to give them uber cheezy gifts... so i gave them a pair of necklaces.. one has a lock shaped like a heart.. and the other a key.. you get the message right???

why the fuck am i the one giving uber special gifts?! my poor wallet feels light now!! [ica: "because you give the best gifts evah!"] well, can't argue with that. jk jk.. but still... gave humph a skateboard for his bday.. personalized with gravities and shit.. then some expensive crap for ica's bday.. then this! and what do i get for my bday? a crappy stuffed toy that says "you're special!" nah jk... i would've killed them if they gave me that...

k.. third... i think i'm turning into a fucking dork! eww! i don't go to the studio anymore.. i don't get online just as much as before.. when i get home, i watch a lil TV, then put on some music, then do homework.. gasp! i actually do homework.. x.x

next.. hah! i didn't audition for the school magazine writer or artist! you see, the more you tell me to do something, the more i wouldn't want to.. you know, for people who've known me for like forever.. i don't think you know me much..

then.. there are guys that are kinda courting me since i'm not with anyone again.. i don't want to me mean.. so i'm gonna say this as nicely as i can... ahem.. FUCK OFF! =)

what else.. oh here... why the hell does heavy rain occur at night?! and then when it's day, it's so freaking humid!!! I DEMAND SUSPENSION OF CLASSES!!!

another.. there's this teacher.. so freaking annoying! she keeps on ordering us around like we're her slaves or something.. whatever, bitch..

last.. ken just popped out of nowhere... blah.. >.< i'm gonna go insane again..

and... that's all.. i fell much better... (*bow*)

baibai

Pondered |7:16 PM|

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sigh, sigh, sigh

damn it...

i know i'm not supposed to..

but i miss him so much..

and it's so friggin hard to pretend to be ok...

this sucks...

and i can't do anything about it..

coz he's gone........ forever...

i thought all that "you'd feel empty without the person you love"

(or something like that) was just a load of bullshit..

but now.. i know.. it's totally true...

oh and to top it all off.. almost everyone is being annoying...

joy...

baibai...

Pondered |8:18 AM|

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psha

"love"

what is it?

it's great.. but then it also hurts like hell..

i seriously don't get it..

it makes people weird.. makes them act and feel different..

i know i'm talking nonsense right now.. -__-

but will someone tell what it means to love too much?!

and I AM NOT CHANGING MY BLOG

well, that's it..

sorry for the crap talk..

baibai

Pondered |2:36 PM|

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hn.. alright.. people are forcing me to update so let's get this over with..

so.. June 3.. we got back here from Italy.. it was alright.. we walked all over Italy... seriously.. didn't want to take buses or cabs if it wasn't necessary.. so yeah.. it was like hell for my feet.. we saw Bologna, Florence, Venice, Ravenna, Assissi, Pompeii, Rome, Vatican City, etc, etc.. it was alright.. not so bad but not that good either.. anyway.. that's it.. if you wanna know more, ask me..

June 8.. first day of school.. it sucked like hell.. i forgot my Registration Form.. and i was kinda nervous coz they might send me to the YPM or wherever.. anyway.. they didn't.. and in the morning.. there was like this program to start off the school year and to welcome the freshmen... thank god i'm not a freshie anymore.. then.. introduction to the teachers since we all knew each other already.. it was alright.. then met some of the teachers.. our Religion teacher is the pervert.. but you didn't hear it from me.. they say his class is like Sex Education sometimes... wtf... -__-"

June 9.. second day.. met the other teachers.. pretty much boring.. hopefully, they don't ask about our older sisters who were students in STC.. my sister is such a legend in the school... like in Grade School.. this teacher kept on calling me Cristina... wtf.. I DON'T EVEN LOOK LIKE MY SISTER! then orientation.. told us about the school rules and the groups you can join.. people are forcing me to join the school magazine.. uh.. no thanks.. writing or art.. i don't have talent.. so stop telling me i do.. even if i have the talent.. i don't want to join that crap.. auditions are next week.. don't even dare dragging me into the publication room..

June 10.. 3rd day.. starting to wake up earlier.. nuu.. picture day.. for the ID i mean.. i think mine sucked.. but i'm not so sure.. oh well, i can always take a decent picture outside and swap it when the pictures come.. that's all..

oh yah.. this year each subject is like 50 minutes... last year 40 was long enough.. and they didn't change our lunch break's time.. still 40 minutes.. sucks.. i know..

today.. not really in the mood to tell about the stuff that happened.. you can guess what happened but i think with Jessica's big mouth.. you'll all hear about it.. -__-"

that's it.. happy now? baibai
..i love you.. ken..

Pondered |2:52 PM|

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