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Name: Maria Patricia B. Diaz

Nick: Pat, Trish, Tricia, many more...

DOB: March 8, 1991

Location: Philippines

Status: In a Relationship :]

YM: greencowsgomooo
MSN: kairi_kawaii@hotmail.com
E-mail: KairiKawaii@gmail.com

Day Job: Psychopath on the loose

Loves: Aminals, Music, Guitars, My favorite bands, Food, Italian food, Japanese food, Spicy stuff, Sweets, GREEN & BLACK!, Morbidness, Sarcasm

Hates: Veggies, Pink, Sell-outs, Posers, Flirts, Sluts, Rap, Preps, Government, People beyond stupid, Irony, Bands I hate (Duh! xD), Traitors, list goes on and on and on.. (I'm more of a hater than a lover >=D)


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Tuesday:
Bumped into Justine Co at school (the girl who went to my house when were in Prep. school, and didn't know it was mine until we were in 5th grade... she was like... "yung malaki?! yung magandang bahay na malaki?! yung pink?! yung may piano!" ok, our house is NOT pink!!! it's champaca peach... quote n quote... whatever that is...) anyway, bumped into her, had our laughs... i miss her! don't hang out as much as when we were in elementary... hahaha... and guess what... she told us that she was like "fuck you!" to this other girl... but instead of giving the finger... she did the peace sign...


that one... oooooh... i made that... good right? i know... coz i'm special... special.... (-bangs her head against a wall while laughing for no reason at all-) o.O?! wtf...


so i guess... this one means peace now? o.O?

erk... just something stupid we make up... =.= but still.... it's friggin funny that she said "fuck you" but did the peace thingy sign... XD

oh yeah... sorry for the cheap ass pics... it's almost 12am and i'm in a hurry...

then, biology class... topic was the relationships between organisms... fwahaha...
mamoth and i were laughing our asses of... sir was asking for pairs of animals with a certain relationship... in my seat, i was like... elephant and a rat... but the elephant is the prey and the rat is the predator... fwahahaha... rawr? i know i'm insane... n.n
oh yeah... our biology teacher... we thought he was gay and stuff... apparantly he has a gf... gasp! maybe he's just metrosexual.... >.>;; (metrosexual: not exactly gay... has no interest in the same sex... but acts like the opposite sex which makes one SEEM gay... -bow-)
sir B has a GREAT voice! -applauds-

then, religion.... seriously! sometimes our religion class shifts to sex ed.... i know! wtf?! sir DM... x.x he was like talking about sanitary napkins... and mamoth and i were making jokes about that... confidencial... fwahahaha...

then, english... quiz... x.x but i know i did well... but i still don't like them...

then... career talk in the afternoon... about Medicine... it didn't help me at all.... it just confused me more... now i'm having second thoughts.... x.x and i don't know where i want to go for college! america or philippines.... some people want me to study abroad... some want me to study here... specifically in UST... bleh! >.<

Wednesday:
first... Earthquake drill... x.x Stop... Drop... and Roll... erk, i mean Cover!!!
i don't see the point of drills... everyone takes their time going down the staircases and out of the building and into the lawn.... it's really funny when you see all the girls... smiling... x.x
weirdness....

then... career talk... topic... accounting... not interested.... zzzzZZZZZZ......
then... justine sent me a note... says... i look bored or... like i'd drop and sleep on the floor... very true.... but note passing with tine was fun... woke me up a little...
then... law... my second choice of profession.... wouldn't that be cool? Atty. Dr. Patricia Diaz MD PhD.... O.O and then... i wake up from my little dream.... -.- won't happen.. it's impossible...

then... other boring topics... zzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZ
teaching/education course.... zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZ
communications.... zzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ
computer science... programing! fun! n.n bleh.... zzzzzzzZZZZZZZ
rest of the afternoon.... talking to mamoth and zzzzzzzZZZZZZ

and then... dismissed!!! n.n
-bow-

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ok, so yesterday i was out all day.. and got home today.. like around 1am? haha.. my cel was filled with messages.. and my YM offline messages too.. anyway, was with humphrey the whole time..

you see.. it's like this... there are 3 people... person A, B, and C... before... person B used to like person A... but person A refused since person B was a very good friend of his/hers and also had a bad experience with being "together" with a friend... anyway, it was alright for person B so they stayed as friends... but person A felt bad and since there was person C who liked person B so much.. person A introduced them and got them to be bf-gf... and person A still doesn't know why he/she did that.. so don't ask.. moving on.. so yeah.. person B and C started to like each other... and they were like together for more than a year.. then person B broke it off with person C all of the sudden.. but didn't tell anyone the reason.. even person A... now person C is blaming person A... since person C got hurt and all... now person B says he/she likes person A again... and person A is like wtf? again...

why am i wasting brain cells on censoring all this?! it's pretty obvious!!! sucks to be person A.... =.=

anyway.. spent the whole day yesterday with humphrey.. am i really the closest person to him?? friggin loner... >.<>.<>.>;) but he friggin took it from me!!! oh well.. that was just 200 bucks anyway...

then... we ate and ate and ate... then i dared him to ride one of those kiddy train rides as a joke.. and he actually did it!! imagine a 6 feet tall guy in all black riding a small colorful train... fwahahahaha!!! i took a video of that with his cam... and i'll sell it for 100 bucks... that's cheap, ok? then humphrey got a tattoo... a real one... at the back of his neck... some japanese characters... and he won't tell me what they meant!! >.<>.<>.<) and there was only one more movie we could watch... If Only... we didn't know it was gonna be THAT dramatic and uber cheesy!!! so yeah... we got in and when we looked around... they were all couples!!! wtf?! it was a friggin chick movie!!! and humphrey even joked about us being a couple and was like "let's sit at the back, baby" out loud! so the other dude heard him and was like snickering... i was like sonofa- and was beating humphrey to the first row... the nerve! >.< not funny! anyway, the movie was alright... would make you cry... what? i could relate... guys think the simple things are not important... when it's the little things that really matter the most... jebus! now i'm cheesy too! erk... anyway, that was the last full show so we headed home... and when we got home it was like 1 am and everyone at home was sleeping already... and since humph can't stay at his house... (the reason is none of your business) ..i let him sleep in my room... with the doors locked and everything... and i had to sleep on the couch.. in the living room... with that freaky mona lisa painting staring at me... (yeah... she freaks me out... he actually... for the da vinci code)

YOU SERIOUSLY OWE ME A FRIGGIN BIG ONE, DUDE!!!!

and now i have to go and do my homework so i can drop by the studio later...
and the class sched this week is great...
M- no classes
T- half of the day: career talk ; the other half: classes
W- whole day: career talk
Th- PALIHAN (this is when you just lay back and have fun.. but teaches moral values o.o;;)
F- half of the day: career talk; other half: classes

no, i am not skipping classes... i'm pretty damn serious when it comes to my future...
even if it may not look like it... >.>;;

if you saw mistakes in this entry... sorry! wrote this in a hurry... >.<
bai!

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hey... Humphrey here... one of Patricia's bestfriends... Pat has been asking me to write an entry here in her blog long ago... and now i have time to...
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i don't get to see Pat much these days coz i have a lot of shit to deal with... however, i do get to talk to her on the phone/cel... don't know what she looks like now but she keeps on saying she gained some weight coz her grandfather's sister came all the way from California and bought loads of Snicker bars... it's one of her many favorites... well, you all know Pat...
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i really do not know what to write about... so i'll just tell you people about Pat...
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you see, i have known Pat for a very long time now... but i still remember the first time i met her... she was 7 and i, 10... i was a very quiet kid then and Pat, the same... well, most of the time... as you all know both of Pat's parents are doctors... our parents do not know each other really... Pat tends to keep some of her friendships a secret from her family... quite a rebel.. if only they knew.. anyway, she used run around the clinic/hospital a lot.. with the fucking nurses playing with her... and then one day i saw her sleeping on one of those waiting couches and pushed her off to sit on the couch... she fell off and started to cry... everyone was giving me the fucking looks so i had no choice but to help her up and get her to stop crying... and you all know Pat's not one who could stay angry at a person... one of her good qualities... and after that we became friends...
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yes, i used to be pretty cold before... maybe a fucking bastard even... but Pat did not mind that at all.. she also made me loosen up a bit... heh.. she's the coolest girl i know.. at least, to me she is...
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here's a song by one of Pat's favorite bands
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Up In Arms (Foo Fighters)
the rain is here and you, my dear,
are still my friend
it's true the two of us are back as one again
i was the one who left you
always coming back i cannot forget you girl
now i am up in arms again
together now i don't know how this love could end
my lonely heart it falls apart again
for you to mend
i was the one who left you
always coming back i cannot forget you girl
now i am up in arms again
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haha.. i put her on hold on the phone for a sec and when i picked it up again, i head Pat playing this song with her guitar... the girl has good taste when it comes to music..
but then we are almost the same person... keep rockin, Pat \m/
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k, got more shit to do... that's all i can write...
and remember... lay a finger on this girl and you're dead...
i'm not threatening you... i'm warning you... this chick can do serious damage
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ok, one last story... haha... CJ used to have a girlfriend named Tammy... i'm not certain though...
anyway, Tammy hated Pat... maybe she thought Pat liked CJ... she was so wrong... if she only heard Pat ranting on how annoying CJ is... haha... you'll definitely laugh your asses off... back to the story... since Tammy hated Pat, she started hitting Pat "accidentally"... Pat knew she did that intentionally but she let it pass... but then Tammy pulled Pat's hair... and Pat was so fucking pissed then... well, you all know what comes next... Pat was enraged and was screaming, as i remember, "what the fuck is wrong with you?! fucking psycho..." hahaha... all of her favorite words in one sentence... Pat was about to punch Tammy... since Pat's like a dude and fights like one too... and then Tammy said in a fucking whiney, annoying way "CJ, Patricia's hurting me, see?" and Pat hates that too... starting a fight and then they would just run and cry like a fucking baby... and what's worse is CJ actually protected Tammy... Pat was so furious, she ended up hitting CJ instead... and i think almost everyone there heard CJ's jaw pop... hahahaha...
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now, aren't you glad i warned you? alright... i really have to go now...
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ja... \m/(-.-)\m/

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DOGGISHNESS!!!
(my word! no stealing! >.<)

this is my dog, Wizard.. (bro came up with the name XD)
anyway, check him out at www.dogster.com
link under... links.. o.O

kinda weird that his name's wizard.. but his only trick is... sit... >.>
don't look at me!! he's large!!! O.O

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RECOLLECTION (071505)
the night before, i set up my cellphone's alarm to 4:20... what? i wanted to be up and early =)
then early in the morning, i woke up from the pissed voice of my mom.. apparantly, she heard my alarm all the way to the master's bedroom (parents=masters.. but it's really children=masters;parents=slaves... fwahaha! moving on.. ) so when i was trying my best to open my eyes, i realized my alarm was running for like 30 minutes already.. oops? fwahaha!

anyway, then i got ready... i was running out of clothes coz our stupid laundry.. uh person.. isn't really doing her job.. so i was like.. almost in all blue.. x.x... nafnaf shirt (ewww!) guess jeans.. (alright i guess... would prefer my camouflage pants though.. ready for battle n.n) and converse shoes (yay! the only good thing!) i didn't really dress like a dude like i normally do when i'm with the band so yeah..

then i got to school, it was still early, mamoth and i walked around the school grounds.. and people were giving out their reco letters.. yay! i got a lot too! =) and mamoth's sister also gave me a reco letter and it was in pink... eww.. and there was a picture of a dude in it.. a half flip, half french dude... I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A BF, DAMNIT!!!! =.=

then, 7:10 we got on the bus and off to the... recollection place... (i have no idea what it's called) then they gave us time to look around.. when we were going to the bathroom, the men's was wide open and empty and i was like peeking inside.. hahahaha... (one time, i accidentally entered the men's bathroom in some resort.. it was empty and i really had to go so i didn't notice.. but when i got out, there's this cute dude who just opened his pants and was like looking at me with a surprised look.. hahaha! that was so friggin funny! one of my most embarrassing moments exposed! n.n)

then the actual reco started, we did a lot of stuff that kinda made me cry coz the topic was "friends" and yeah.. i kinda remembered a lot of memories... one of each friend of mine... like...
ica, she might be annoying at times.. but she's nice and a really good friend..
cj, also annoying but hey, he's a friend and i have to accept him for whoever he is..
humphrey.. my bestest friend ever.. he's like more than a friend but not like bf-gf way.. like bro-sis way... yeah...
jake, the most caring guy i know
micu, the funniest guy ever.. but he can be really deep.. plus, he's gay
vince, the coolest, he's soo talented but he's not a big head or anything like that... humble
mamoth, we fight a lot, especially in school.. but yeah.. she's a good friend as well..
kimmy, the only girl in school that can relate to my kind of music (you rock, kim!)
ahem... i love you guys! friends til the end! and of course there are others too.. like angela, katrina, therese, gretz, anna, kharina, justine, jenerose, joey, tj, alex, chris, steve, yey, chow, teitei, eric, jam, tintin, trixii, anne, jelly, charm, tammy, the nikki twins, cams, aly, pia, reg, kitty, geo, shin, amber, mon, liz, nicolai, dann, voodoo, brian, sammich brothers, sarah, rome, elie, hector, gelo, meng, christian, john, mark, kenny, etc etc etc... i'm really sorry for those i didn't get to mention... there's too many of you people!!! >.<>.<>

there was a lot of eating.. lol... and when lunch came.. there was this cute puppy who walked around our table and we played with her a little before we left off from the... cafeteria? (yes, it was a she.. we checked =D )

then after lunch, we had this activity where our name tags was randomly picked by other people and i got aye's and karla got mine.. then the returning of the name tags was my fave.. really nice.. plus the girl next to me, got spilled at with melted candle wax.. =) oh i mean.. aww.. >.> nah jk.. i like her, she's nice..

then there was a eucharistic celebration... mass in short.. and my mom actually attended.. then at the end of the mass there was a song wherein we had to do these lame ass actions... X.X torture!!! i was like hiding from my mom.. so embarrassing... what if humph and the others were there... >.< moving on..

when it was time to go home, i just went off with my mom... the place was near UST... why would i ride a bus going back to the school just to get picked up by my mom and wait for my sister in UST.. that's dumb.. so yeah.. and that's my 2nd year recollection.. every reco is memorable to me... coz they make us cry and stuff.. they are so evil... they want us to cry!! >.< jk

SATURDAY (071605)

we planned to meet up at McDo (mcdo.. cheap fast food resto... great hangout place.. eat all you want... >.> ) at 9.. but i got there at 10.. not my fault! my dad's friggin slow! if i could drive on my own, sure.. i'd drive wherever.. but i'm just 14... >.< stupid rules!!! actually.. my mom's planning to let me drive at the age of 16 when it's really supposed to be 18 here... heh.. never thought i would say this.. but my mom's pretty cool.. hah.. she would also agree to me getting a real tattoo.. but i'll stick to henna for now.. knowing it would hurt like fucking hell.. anyway, we went to the new mall at San Lazaro which was like walking distance to Tissa's house.. then we looked around.. i saw a bag that i liked from tribal.. but i was short of cash... well, not really.. but i just didn't think it was worth it.. -.- i have a lot of bags... girly ones though... i blame my sister!!!

then we walked all the way to Tissa's house... it was alright, i saw her whole family for the first time.. her mom, her dad, her bog bro, her puppy named Tiki and her iguana named Ignacio.. yes, i know the name of her pets but not her family.. SORRY!! >.<>.< then.. uh.. we ate lunch.. then off to Greenhills

we got there around 4 something.. first we asked around the shops how much would i get if i sold my current cheap ass phone.. and it was just for 6500... cheap! but then.. i bought it for 10000.. so it's not so bad.. then we watched a movie.. which at first mamoth didn't agree to coz she thought it was some lame filipino movie... i was like.. me?! watching some cheap tagalog movie?! hell no!!! (i reallly don't like filipino movies... sorry to all the fil loyalists out there... >.<) btw.. the movie was Fantastic Four.. and it was alright.. lot of uber supah powers.. whoooosh! whooosh! whooosh! (i had a lot of sugar today...-.- ) hah! and hear this! at the end of the movie Mamoth and Tissa was like crushing on Chris Evans!!! hahaha! eww.. he looks better with hair... well, actually no.. he looks better bald.. or almost bald.. or whatever you call that o.O

then we looked around again.. saw a lot of Abercrombie & Fitch stuff there.. which made me remember this annoying girl from our class who wore an Aber & Fitch shirt at our reco.. she doesn't like me much.. o.O so i don't like her too? then we shopped for simple bead necklaces and bracelets that looks like something a guy would wear.. but who gives a fuck? and fyi.. to people that say i'm a tomboy.. (*cough*KENJI*cough*) I'M NOT!!! >.< muhahaha?
oh and i bought some creampuffs for my big bro.. such a nice lil sis i am, no? =]

then when i got home, humph called from the studio.. apparantly i didn't get the memo... i blame ica =) again.. i am sooo sorry, guys! i'll make up for it next Sabburday =)

and now.. my fingers are tired from typing... and i gotta go... do stuff... o.o;;
baibai!!! -hug, hug-

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YO!!

heyyaz mah bebez! it's ica! the most beautiful girl in the world! lol! pat's gonna wanna kill me after thiz but she said i can post since her body still hurt since their PE fitness test last friday! haha! so! imma type whatever she want me too and her comments are gonna be like this: [ wtf.. ] haha! ok let's start!

aiite! so pat her friends in school planned to go out and stuff right? yeah then friday came and when she got there her friends were like "it's cancelled!" or whatever [ahem.. friends.. Graciella aka Mamoth and Therese aka Tissa.. i hate you guys...] lol! then! the PE thing! pat ran laps in their giant lawn for like 12 minutes [i know it's just 12 minutes.. but i'm a lazy bum.. sue me..], she did sit ups, push ups, etc. [again.. i am a lazy bum..] lol! then in their PE class her friend Mamoth was like mad at her and was like eyeing her and stuff. she was mad at pat and tissa, and when someone borrowed a fan and pat was in the middle, she just handed the fan from mamoth to the other girl and mamoth was like rolling her eyes at pat. so yeah.. pat was upset coz she brought all these things just for that afternoon like her guitar, clothes, extra book for mamoth and stuff.. [again.. i'm a laaazy bum] nice of her, right? lol.. so pat got worried and stuff coz as violent as she is, she doesn't really like having enemies. weird huh? so yeah, she got all worked up... only to find out that Mamoth was just kidding and playin with pat. [ -.- ]

neway, after classes they all had fun. they even got matching key chains and other stuff like they're bestfriends or something. nooo!! pat's MY bestfriend!!! [wtf.. wanna die?] aiite fine.. anyway, done with that.

pat wanted to expose this letter of mamoth when she was planning to transfer schools but didn't [unfortunately.. heh.. jk jk] oh and this is translated to english coz some of pat's friends can't speak tagalog or taglish [taglish.. means mix of tagalog and english words.. don't look at me.. i didn't invent that stupid word..] oh and the () notes are from mamoth

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Dear Pat,
I don't care if your mad!!!! All i know is, i have to give you this coz it was your b-day (March 8, 2005)

Things I will never forget about U!!
1. playgirl (not the 2 timing kind but had a lot of bfs) [wtf.. hell no! i just had 5.. n 1 is/was important.. bleh]
2. helper (..with assignments) [lol.. vhotevah]
3. understanding
4. loving [eh?]
5. forgiving (slight)
6. moody (can't argue w/ that) [wtf.. moody?! hell no!]
7. rocker (the best) [*pose, pose* haha jk]
8. anime lover (HEHE..)
9. a good friend
10. THE BEST DAUGHTER [yesh mommeh]

[oh yeah.. mamoth's a friend that i've known for a looong time.. even before STC.. back when i had short hair and bangs.. heh]

My wishes, requests for your success and whatever

1. some attitudes should change, everyone does!!! change negative attitudes
2. find happiness for yourself
3. love your family always [eh?!]
4. i know you're smart so use it wisely [fwahaha! world domination!!! hahaha! jk]
5. i hope our friendship will last [we lasted this long didn't we? o.O]
6. keep your faith to god [woah.. is that you? O.o]
7. always remember i'm here to listen [just listen? that's it?! haha jk]
8. keep your feet on the ground always and don't be like *TOOT* [oOoOo! AKM? haha.. ok]
9. remember that whatever happens, god will always be w/ you [ran out of things to say huh?]
10. finally I LOVE YOU FRIEND [i'm so lovable, no? hahaha jk jk!]
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oh yeah i did the translation! hyehe! i think that's it! oh yeah!
Kenji Yoshikawa was like "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, KOISHII" in pat's 2nd doodle board.
i don't get that guy and why pat loves him so much. weirdos!
hey ken! stop hiding already if you really love pat!
you're making it harder for her!!!
she still loves you just in case you're too blind to see the obvious!
that's all! *bow* bye mah bebez!

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