Name: Maria Patricia B. Diaz
Nick: Pat, Trish, Tricia, many more...
DOB: March 8, 1991
Location: Philippines
Status: In a Relationship :]
YM: greencowsgomooo
MSN: kairi_kawaii@hotmail.com
E-mail: KairiKawaii@gmail.com
Day Job: Psychopath on the loose
Loves: Aminals, Music, Guitars, My favorite bands, Food, Italian food, Japanese food, Spicy stuff, Sweets, GREEN & BLACK!, Morbidness, Sarcasm
Hates: Veggies, Pink, Sell-outs, Posers, Flirts, Sluts, Rap, Preps, Government, People beyond stupid, Irony, Bands I hate (Duh! xD), Traitors, list goes on and on and on.. (I'm more of a hater than a lover >=D)
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As you can all see.. I have a new blog layout.. I'm not all too happy about the 'Glamour' thing up there.. I'm nothing but that.. If only it were Grunge.. Anyway.. I love the unique layout and the green and black... LOOOOOOVE IT.. So yeah..
This morning: Spent 3 hours sitting in the dentist chair thingy.. and now I have braces.. Color green elastics! Whoo! I didn't pick black since it would make my teeth look rotten.. Oh and it feels like all my teeth are gonna fall off.. Will it always be so painful to eat? Also.. some people say it looks nice.. some people say I look like a dork.. what the fuck is it? xD
Yesterday:
-Watched 'Over The Hedge' with my bro.. It was funny.. Not so much of a kid movie.. I love Hammy.. And RJ.. cute but ebil.. x3 What? I love animals..
-Then.. I broke up with Reune.. again.. I want a long-term serious relationship please.. not something that only labels me as his girlfriend but we don't even talk about much.. just fights and the fake 'i love you's'..
Here he is.. Brian Reune M. Ayalla.. Is this really his name? How the fuck should I know..
Aherm..
He's good-looking.. but kinda stupid.. on some level..
He's totally emo..
He's way too perverted.. As in.. it's sick..
He's way into mush..
and more weird ass stuff..
My (girl) friends say I'm crazy to break up with a "hot" guy..
I like a guy with brains.. and talent.. musically inclined is the best..
He's none of that.. You can have him if you want.. -.-
Okay, okay.. I know it's 12:37am in the morning and I must be crazy to post something up in the middle of the night.. But I just got home from Mall of Asia and I am tiiiiired..
Anyway.. I know my right cheek is all lumpy coz of my dumb swollen gums.. but I still left the house and went to the biggest mall in the Phils.. or Asia.. I dunno.. Anyway, let's just say it's fucking huge and there's a lot of people there..
We ate at Congo Grill for free.. My dad's a doctor.. and when you're a successful doctor, you get free stuff.. I'm gonna be a doctor by the way.. Don't get me wrong.. I'm doing it for the people.. Okay back to what I was blabbering about.. The restaurant.. They only have stupid Filipino food.. And I can't eat solid food.. So I didn't eat.. I had to sit there while my family was enjoying dinner.. FREE dinner.. And I didn't like the soup served there... Sinigang? Hell no!
Moving on.. We saw X-Men 3: The Last Stand.. Again for free.. and in this special theater thingy.. Only a few seats.. And the seats were............ Lazy boy chairs!!! Oh yeah.. Anyway.. not that important.. Coz X-Men rocks! This one is much better than the first two movies combined.. Hell yeah.. Oh and Jean Grey looked like she was on crack.. and I didn't like the actor for Angel.. Oh! And why was Gambit not there? Gambit is my favorite X-men member.. Oh and I hate Kitty.. =
Okay.. I think I'm done now.. I have a bad headache.. Probably because I didn't eat dinner.. -.-
I'm turning in.. G'night!
Or probably Good day when you read this.. xD
Again.. Got this from MySpace posts.. xD
Uhm.. Can I have a boyfriend just like this?
He has to do all that stuff but at the same time not be all too cheesey.
I'm a messed up person.. I know.. =
Leave her cute text messages.
Kiss her in front of your friends.
Trust her over everyone else.
Tell her she looks beautiful.
Look her in the eyes when you talk to her.
Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh.
Let her mess with your hair.
Mess with HER hair.
Just walk around with her.
Include her in most things you do.
When she crys do whatever to make her smile.
Forgive her for her mistakes.
Look at her like she's the only girl you see.
Tickle her even if she says stop.
Hold her hand even when you are around your friends.
When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up with her all night when she's sick.
Watch her favorite movie.
Kiss her forehead.
Give her the world.
Give her letters.
Let her wear your clothes.
When she's sad, hang out with her.
Let her know she is important.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
Kiss her in the rain.
And when you fall in love with her, tell her.
And when you do tell her..
Love her like you never loved before.
As you can see, there's a new music player on the right.. I know it doesn't really fit well, but who cares? o.O I've done the best I can.. and it took me so long to upload those songs.. Oh and those are probably the most decent of songs in this computer.. I couldn't rip songs from my CD's.. Well, I actually can.. I'm just too lazy.. Couldn't even download songs xD
Sometimes it takes time for some of the songs to load..
And Up in Arms - Foo Fighters has a problem.. xD
Too lazy to fix it..
Okay.. Where to start? So many things to rant about..
This will probably be a long post..
I guess first is.. What the hell happened to my parents? They're talking to each other again.. Not that it's not good but.. Few days ago, they couldn't even stand being in the same room.. It's very suspicious..
Next.. Reune and I are back together again.. Still nothing serious though.. He's really not my type.. Not appearance-wise.. More of in his interests.. Not that I want someone exactly like me.. That would be utterly boring.. You know just someone you can get excited about stuff with and at the same time learn more things from.. =)
"It ain't easy being cheesey" xD says my bro.. dunno if he got that somewhere though..
Moving on.. This afternoon I went to Mall of Asia.. Can you say so fucking huge? You can't possibly explore the whole thing in 1 visit.. Anyway.. it's great and all.. but there's just one problem.. Too many people.. I HATE crowded places.. unless it's a concert or something.. And also didn't enjoy it much coz I was with my dad - the dictator.. It's a "gotta-go-with-friends-to-enjoy" kind of place.. But having a parent means having loads of cash... Maybe my mom? =
Next.. My gums are starting to heal.. (Remember the wisdom teeth thingy? Coz I'm getting braces?) But much to my dismay, they're gonna take out the wisdom teeth on the right tomorrow.. Nuu! Just when I thought I could finally eat solid food.. Solid food is the best.. o.O
Lastly.. it seems like everytime I get to talk to Anna (My cousin.. the closest one.. and the best xD what? Khina's way into studying.. I love you all the same xD) she always asks me when am I coming over.. so here's my answer.. ahem..
ANNA MARGARITA B. CABONCE!!!
I'll try to convince my mom to take me there this weekend.. Oooh.. "X-Men III: The Last Stand" would be showing then.. Let's watch that! Or if the Da Vinci Code is still showing there..
Anyway.. yeah.. xD
About the Da Vinci Code thing.. My mom won't let me see it.. She's being all religious on me.. This is so wrong! Being forced to a religion.. You know I really don't like going to mass.. But I can't skip it coz of the parents.. Sucks.. It's not like I'm gonna convert to a Satanist.. Just someone without religion.. >.>
Uh.. I think that's all I can blab about right now.. Til next time.. Baibai!
Okay.. forget my last post. I am now without a boyfriend.. again. That asshole was a player.. just like the rest of them. I'm not saying all guys are players.. but most are. -.-
Hey again.. just here to post a weird ass pic of me..
Since they took out my teeth.. My gums are swollen up..
Behold.. and feel free to make fun of me xD
Now you know why you won't be seeing me in public anytime soon..
Oh and I slept all day.. I look like a freakin' mess.. Fwaha! xD
Oh and my boyfriend is so cheesey..
Erk.. kill me...
Oh and I'm only being cheesey back to not make him upset..
He's very emotional.. Nuu.. My boyfriend's an Emo-boy.. x.x
Now: I'm holding an ice pack against my left jaw..
This morning: Went to the dentist. Got my wisdom teeth on the left side took out. Apparently they won't grow out because they're sorta layed back. And my mom said they won't grow out coz I'm not wise. Psh. I say I'm wise but just damn lazy.. just like my teeth xD jk That's bullshit
Yesterday: Went to the mall. Which one? SM North. Ugh. Not exactly my choice. Sis had to find a cheap present for her friend. Oh and did you know all women's pants look alike? Jeesh. I swear I might buy a guy's pants one day. -.-
The other day: Enrollment. I saw the list of my new classmates. Oh no. The sluts' group. I hate them. They're not really mean to me. But everyone knows they're just a bunch of backstabbers. Plus, they're too girly for my liking. Oh and Joanna's my classmate. Fuck. We're friends again and all. But she's just so irritating. Oh and worst of all? Kimmy's not in my class! Nooooo!
Another thing I picked up from MySpace.. Jimmy's post..
Why am I posting this? I have no idea.. but it's fun to see if it's true with ex-boyfriends =D
I'm a Pisces by the way xD
VIRGO
>Dominant in relationships.
>Sexy.
>Always horny(LIKE RIGHT NOW)
>Freak in bed.
>Always wants the last word.
>Caring.
>Smart.
>Addictive.
>Attractive.
>Loud.
>Loyal.
>A Pimp/Player
>Not the one to fuck with
SCORPIO
>Nice
>Cute
>Intelligent
>Energetic.
>Predict future.
>Most erotic.
>Freak in bed.
>GREAT kisser.
>Always get what they want.
>Attractive.
>Loud.
>Talkative.
>Not one to fuck with.
>Love is one of a kind.
>unpredictable.TAURUS
>Aggressive.
>Freak in bed.
>Rare to find!
>Loves being in long relationships.=)
>Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
>Extremely outgoing.
>Sexy as fuck
>Very popular
>Outstanding kisser.
>Very funny
>Awesome personality
>Sexual as fuck.
>Most caring person you will ever meet!
>One of a kind.
>Not one to fuck with.
LEO
>Great talker.
>Sexy.
>Always Horny.
>Laid back.
>Knows how to have fun.
>Is really good at fucking.
>Great kisser.
>Center of attention.
>Outgoing.
>Down to earth.
>Addictive.
>Attractive.
>Loud.
>Loves being in long relationships.
>Talkative.
>Not one to mess with.
>Rare to find.
>Good when found.
ARIES
>Outgoing.
>Spontanious.
>Not one to fuck with cause they will fuck you up.
>Erotic.
>Funny.
>Take you on trips to the moon in bed.
> Excellent kisser
>EXTREMELY sexy.
>Loves being in long relationships.=)
>Addictive.
>is totaly hot.
>Loves to PARTY.
>Always down to hook up.
>Smart.
>Very talkative.
>Attractive.
CANCER
>Great Kisser.
>Very high sex appeal.
>Great in bed ...
>Most horny.
>Love is one of a kind.
>Very romantic.
>Most caring person you will ever meet!
>Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out..
>Very popular.
>Loud.
PISCES
>Caring.
>Smart.
>great sex appeal.
>Too Sexy, DAMN IT.
>Very high sex appeal.in bed
>Loves being in long relationships
>There for you in the ups and downs.
>The best to find, hardest to keep.
>Fun to be around.
>Freak in the sheets
>Extremely weird but in a good way.
>Super good in bed.
>Good Sense of Humor!!!
>the sexxiest people
LIBRA
>Very gentle.
>Very romantic
>Nice...when needs to be
>Love is one of a kind.
>Silly and fun, sweet!
>Have own unique sexiness.
>Most caring person you will ever meet!
>Amazing in Bed..!!!
>Very sensitive
>By FAR the finest
>out-spoken
>love being in long relationships
>very honest
>revengeful
>giving
>has to be forced to fight but when they fight they dont lose
>Naughty
>A freak
CAPRICORN
>Nice
>Sassy.
>Intelligent.
>Sexy.
>Predict future.
>Irrestible, awesome kisser.
>Loves being in long relationships
>Great talker.
>Always gets what he or she wants.
>Stubborn
>Thinks he/she is always right even when he/she is WRONG
>Impatient
AQUARIUS
>Trustworthy.
>Sexy.
>One of a kind.
>Loves being in long-term relationships.
>Extremely energetic.
>unpredictable.
>from the future.
>will exceed your expectations.
>Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS.
SAGITTARIUS
>Spontaneous.
>Horny!!
>Freak in Bed.
>High sex appeal.
>Rare to find.
>Great when found.
>Loves being in long relationships.
>Not one to mess with
GEMINI
>Nice.
>Love is one of a kind.
>Great listener
>Very Good in bed.
>Lover not a fighter, but will still punch your lights out.
>Trustworthy.
>Loud.
>Talkative.
>Outgoing
>Very forgiving
>Loves to make others laugh
>Freak in the sheets
>Tries new things twice
>Great dancer
>Awesome kisser
>Sexy as hell
What's up with me?
~I'm caught up with MySpace.. It's my new 'thing'.. You know.. add people, make your friend list grow.. talk to people.. blah blah blah.. BUT.. I'm possitive it'll get old.. just like my Friendster account.. which I barely open these days..
~What else.. I'm getting braces! Hopefully, I won't look dumber than I already do.
~Next, got myself a new bf.. A pretty useless one. He's kinda hot but we have nothing in common. He likes RnB and has that whole 'Emo-look'. I mean.. I have nothing against Emo's but the look is just.. blah. I'm not into that label thing. He doesn't talk much. It's annoying. Quiet guys are hot, but so are guys who make me laugh. Jeesh.. When it becomes awkwardly silent between us, I have to crack up sarcastic jokes. And he'll be all 'You make me laugh' then it would be quiet again.
MFSOAGDB!!! >.< (Surely, you can figure that out)
~Oh and someone posted this in the Bulletine board.. so I'm now posting it. Why answer these things? because I'm so freakin' bored. Turn off's and turn on's..
ON, OFF, or DC (don't care)
> Is taller than you: ON
> Is shorter than you: OFF
> Wears braces: DC
> wears a grill: DC
> Dresses Preppy: OFF!
> Dresses Ghetto: OFF
> Dresses Gothic: DC
> Has blue eyes: DC
> Has green eyes: ON!
> Has hazel eyes: DC
> Brown eyes: DC
> Drinks alcohol: DC (He's gonna get an ass-kicking if he gets drunk though)
> Wears glasses: DC
> Smokes: OFF!
> Plays sports: ON (Coz I don't.. yin and yang xD jk)
> Smiles a lot: ON
> Calls you just to say Hi: ON!
> Compliments you: ON
> Good dancer: DC
> Wears jewelry: DC (As long as it's not excessive or feminine)
> Smiles when you walk in the room: ON
> Has brown hair: ON
> Has Black hair: ON
> Has blonde hair: DC
> Has red hair: DC
> Makeup: OFF!
> Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON!
> Loyal: ON
> Laid back: ON
> Plays guitar: ON!! (Musically talented guys = hot)
> Plays drums: ON
> Sing: ON
> Can draw: DC
> Easily jealous: DC
> Doesn't eat meat: OFF
> has a tattoo: DC (Again.. as long as it's not excessive)
> has a lip ring: DC
> has tongue ring: DC
> goes to church: DC
Okay.. Some psycho just put crap in my tagboard.. Whoever you are, how brave of you to talk shit about me and not put a name.. You should get a medal.. Really..
Anyway, I was so bored.. So I took these surveys.. Yeah 2 surveys..
Micu sent me the links so yeah.. Might as well post it..The Best Myspace Survey * . . About You . . * Eye Color:: Brown Hair Color:: Dark brown Height:: 5'2" Favorite Color:: GREEN and BLACK!! Screen Name:: Kairi Favorite Band:: Pearl Jam [and soooo much more] Favorite Movie:: Uh.. a lot.. Favorite Show:: Tsubasa RC, FMA, Alice Academy, Grey's Anatomy, CSI, American Idol Your Car:: Family Cars? a black Limited Edition Mitsubishi Pajero, a white Mitsubishi Pajero, a red Honda CRV, and a white Honda Civic Your Hometown:: Q.C. Your Present Town:: Q.C. Your Crushes First Name:: Can't remember Your Grade:: 3rd year high school / Junior Your Style:: Kinda boyish >>; * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop?: Yeah Kissed someone in the rain?: Nope Danced in a public place?: Yeah (one of my embarrassing moments.. what? I was sugar high o.o;; ) Smiled for no reason?: Yeah Laughed so hard you cried?: Yeah.. often Peed your pants after age 8?: Nope Written a song?: Yeah but they suck so I'd rather not share Sang to someone for no reason?: Yeah Performed on a stage?: Yeah Talked to someone you don't know?: Yeah Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: I dunno Made out in a theatre?: Nope Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: Nope Been in love?: Yeah * . . Who was the last person to . . * Say HI to you?: Nikki Tell you, I love you?: Humphrey Tzu Kiss you?: Humphrey Tzu Hug you?: Kit, my sister Tell you BYE?: CJ Write you a note?: Eh? Take your photo?: Humphrey Leal, Anna's friend Call your cell phone?: CJ Buy you something?: Me.. with my dad's money? o.o; Go with you to the movies?: Andrew, meh bro Sing to you?: Eddie Vedder.. on the Late Night Show.. xD Write a poem about you?: Humphrey Tzu Text message you?: Alyssa Touch you?: Say what?! T.T * . . What's the last . . * Time you laughed?: Just a minute ago Time you cried?: When Humphrey left for Europe Movie you watched?: i don't remember Joke you told?: More of a sarcastic comment.. Song you've sang?: Forgot Time you've looked at the clock?: Now Drink you've had?: Alcoholic? Forgot.. If not, water Number you've dialed?: Forgot Book you've read?: Forgot Food you've eaten?: Pasta Flavor of gum chewed?: BubbleYum's Bubblegum flavor Shoes you've worn?: Chucks Store you've been in?: Record store.. forgot which one Thing you've said?: Huh? No seriously.. 'Huh?' xD * . . Can You . . * Write with both hands?: Nope Whistle?: Yeah Blow a bubble?: Yeah Roll your tounge in a circle?: Yeah Cross your eyes?: I think? Touch your tounge to your nose?: Nope Dance?: I don't think so Gleek?: Yeah Stay up a whole night without sleep?: Yeah Speak a different language?: Filipino.. Hardly remember French and Japanese Impersonate someone?: Not the best but yeah Prank call people?: Yeah Make a card pyramid?: No Cook anything?: Yeah.. love cooking * . . Finish The Line . . * If i were a ...: bird, I'd shit on your head I wish ...: I have a boyfriend now So many people don't know that ...: I'm easy to piss off I am ...: a girl (shocking!) My heart is ...: pemanently damaged Take this survey Find more surveys
You've been totally Bzoink*d
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So yesterday, my sis had to buy lab rats for school in Alabang. We also visited our cousins who lives there. Uh.. Anna and I stayed at the mall. We entered the record stores but Pearl Jam's new CD hasn't arrived. Typical.. What do you expect from the Philippines.. Everything comes late.. >.< Anyway, I got to meet a couple of Anna's friends. Dianne and Humphrey, who claims to be the twin of my bestfriend.. the good one, he says.. Riiiiiight.. xD
Anyway.. Here are some pictures from yesterday.. Uh.. Humphrey was totally amused by my phone's camera =
Ah.. the ground.. fascinating.. xD
Humphrey.. 
Anna
Some ugly chick.. o.O;;
Uh.. Humphrey's shirt..
Humphrey again..
and again..
and again.. only upside-down
Oooh.. pants xD
Humph.. again..
Wow.. He really likes taking pics of himself.. xD jk
Humphrey, Anna, and.. eww.. there's that girl again o.O;;
Uh.. same as before
Well what do you know.. it's him again.. xD
Anna
Anna
fucking wind!!!
Okay.. That's all for today..
Bye! =)
Just got back from Pangasinan, where my grandfather lives. We were supposed to stay there until Wed. but thanks to my dad we didn't. Grawr. Anyway, it was still lots of fun. I got to see my beloved cousin, Anna! We talked and talked.. Showed each other pics from the cel.. She said I'm morbid.. Hah! Thanks! Like freakin' hell I'm morbid, violent, vulgar, and pretty much fucked up. As usual we stayed up until 3am. It's always been that way.. xD I stayed up a bit later though. I couldn't sleep. It was the fiesta and there was a hell lot of soda. Coca Cola = Caffeine. I drank.. more than 2 Liters? xD Pepsi still kicks ass harder btw.
On the way back home, my mp3 player was at the very back of the car.. And my dad was listening to shitty Tagalog news. AM radio.. Hate it.. Rawr. I really wanted to shoot my head off.
Moving on.. I put up Pearl Jam's World Wide Suicide video in the ETC. section.. Along with a video of some dude playing Pachelbel's Canon on guitar.. Yes.. I like classical music too.. -.-'' And pictures! Beware.. You might have nightmares after seeing meh pics xD
What else? Uh.. Humphrey left for Europe earlier than expected. Meaning, we had to break up. Once again, I am single. xD Future boyfriend.. Don't expect me to be all too girly.. I'm boyish and I like it! Not a lesbian or bisexual either.. People keep asking that.. I'm straight damn it! Don't give me that having-something-against-homosexuals bullshit coz I have gay friends.
I really love this card. Birthday card from my bro.
"When you grow up on ROCK & ROLL, you don't get OLDER, you get more SOUL."
Hell yeah!!! xD
Also, CJ and I are friends again. Tried to befriend Ica and Paolo again.. But Ica started bitching on me.. Paolo didn't say anything at all. I think he's still freaked from the last time I broke his nose.. o.O Well, it wasn't my fault he was being a fucking pervert..