Shmoo!!! =]

We finally told her that we wanted her off the band.
So now our new drummer is Pae.
Thought that problem was over but then it wasn't.
Elvie talked to her about being in a band and friendship.
Then she told Elvie "TY kasi narealize ko na wala kang kwenta"
Fuck. Naghahanap ba siya ng away?
Coz if she is, then I'm going to give it to her.
I know it was addressed to Elvie but we all decided on this so that means she's saying we're all worthless.
But even if it's just for Elvie, I have no problem with carrying the burden on my shoulders.
It's what I do. Away ng kaibigan ko, away ko rin. What are friends for, right?
That's right. Whatever she throws at Kim, Elvie, or Misha's face, I'll take it.
If it gets physical, I won't hesitate to fight back. But since she's bigger than me, if I can't take it? I know CJ's got my back. =D

Next, addressed to Ica. Look, I'm not an attention whore like you are. I don't write about my problems here to get attention and for people to pity me. Problems are a part of my daily life and this blog is like a diary. But I don't want to call it a diary coz it's too fucking girly. Anyway, I am aware that this blog is public but only friends of mine know of this blog. Maybe some strangers visit but I don't really care about them. Also, I don't give a fuck if people read this crap or not. I don't care if they pity me or they think my little rants are stupid. I just write here because I want to. And I'm writing this here because I'm tired of talking to you and I know that you will read this since you are so interested in other people's lives and you're creepy. =

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