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Name: Maria Patricia B. Diaz

Nick: Pat, Trish, Tricia, many more...

DOB: March 8, 1991

Location: Philippines

Status: In a Relationship :]

YM: greencowsgomooo
MSN: kairi_kawaii@hotmail.com
E-mail: KairiKawaii@gmail.com

Day Job: Psychopath on the loose

Loves: Aminals, Music, Guitars, My favorite bands, Food, Italian food, Japanese food, Spicy stuff, Sweets, GREEN & BLACK!, Morbidness, Sarcasm

Hates: Veggies, Pink, Sell-outs, Posers, Flirts, Sluts, Rap, Preps, Government, People beyond stupid, Irony, Bands I hate (Duh! xD), Traitors, list goes on and on and on.. (I'm more of a hater than a lover >=D)


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Coming soon.. it will be a long list..

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17... joy...
he's always on my mind.. always...
i never think straight coz of him...
even in my dreams...
when i sleep, i see him...
i'm not so sure if it is a dream.. or a nightmare...
he comes and goes...
when he's there, he drives me crazy...
when he's not, i still go out of my mind...
blah.. i don't know what to do anymore...
awake or asleep, he's on my mind...
for countless nights i've cried myself to sleep...
thinking what the hell went wrong...
to the point that i confessed to my own mom about me having boyfriends in the past...
even if i wasn't really allowed to have bf's...
i really needed someone to talk to...
even now i don't know why he dumped me...
i know it's wrong... and insane...
but i really do still love him...
i guess i meant it when i said i'd always love him...
but... he's gone now...
probably happy with someone...
and all i can do is shoot myself in the head to stop thinking about him...








aishiteru...
kenji

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